The World's Not The Same Anymore

2010-08-17T20:23:00.002+08:00

So long long since I last post anything. Well, stumbled upon a really interesting topic: Does the human soul have mass? Scientific studies have shown that when scaled down to a x 10^-6 with "a" being a positive constant, you can actually weigh a human soul when a human dies and the soul leaves the body. In this enclosed environment, all gas and external exchange is sealed and its a confirm that the person inside the "box" will die. So when the person dies in the box, the box picks up a very small and rapid decrease in body mass few seconds after the person is dead. What is that mass if the body is totally cut off from the external matter which is possible to change the internal environment?

This is really intriguing and I will study more on it. Also, another thing that intrigues me the most is the liquid breathing of oxygenated perfluorocarbons or Total Liquid Ventilation. Its damn awesome. I hope i would be able to do it someday. xD

2010-08-05T18:06:00.003+08:00

Woah. It has been a long long time since I last updated my blog. Well, its not that I have no time, but just pure lazy lol. I don't know why the hell I am suddenly crowned the Blogger King in my school when my blog is like, erm, this state.

Nothing happening recent, maybe apart from the fact that I bought Starcraft 2 for 99 bucks? It sure is expensive but I still consider it money well spent. Not playing though since EOYs are around the corners and all the gaming is beginning to catch up on me. T.T

So for my holidays after EOYs, I have already skillfully planned for it. It will mainly consists of training for canoeing, mugging next year's stuff which includes econs (yeah!), playing Starcraft 2 and if I'm popularly demanded for Dota, maybe I will consider that too, but for now NO and finally to finish learning Jap and start my translating of manga scans since lesser and lesser people are doing scanlations due to all the trouble...

But for now, exams top priority. This blog might be changed to a scanlations download site ltr. We shall see how on the way. Till then, cheers!

2010-06-22T00:01:00.002+08:00

So much spam from the Cbox... I think I will change a cbox address soon. Anyway, it has been a long time since I last post anything. It has been a tiring and UN-fruitful month spent mostly on gaming and other miscellaneous stuff. Life have been the same as usual and the only different part is that I have moved house. All the way to Outram Park from CCK. That means a lot of things. I don't get to see my friends often and well, a certain somebody.

So, Im still trying to settle down in this new environment and Im more or less accustomed to it already. Lets talk about a book that is so interesting that after I picked it up, I couldnt stop until I finished it in approximately 4 hours and 23mins. The name of the book is called, The Alchemist. I bet many of you have already read it and if you don't, its quite sad and if you choose not to, then I have nothing to say.

The book talks about a boy. His name is Santiago although throughout the book, he was referred to as "the boy". Its a story of following your dreams and pursuing it despite all the challenges put up to you. The author of the book, Paulo Coelho said that everyone in his life have a Personal Legend; whether you know it or not, you surely will have it deep down in your heart. And when you know what your Personal Legend is, you will do anything to pursue it. In his book, he often talked about the Language of the World, in which all things are one and if you observe carefully, you can understand what others are trying to tell you. The book also recites on the fact that one should listen to his heart as it is deep down inside the heart that tells you what you want. A lovely book. Not too much spoilers here, so go read the book yourself :D

2010-05-06T02:21:00.002+08:00

I will get back to this blog, its posts and comments on cbox soon after examinations. Just one simple fact that I did like to point out. Not many students are caring about what are happening around us and around the world. They live in a peaceful world with capable leaders (which I will talk about the flip side of our brilliant leadership because I want to avoid trouble, especially from the Government bodies) and enjoy good living conditions. These caused a serious problem in our current society which also is commonly found in most developed countries. This problem is political apathy. Young kids nowadays choose the easy way of live that does not include politics. They rule politics and its philosophy as useless and lame. However, our great leaders can't live forever and when it comes to the point when they passed away, who is going to take over the country. I do not claim to be actively reading up on politics neither do I claim I like politics a lot but I believe the basic idea of understanding politics and appreciating it is very important. With that, I truly fear for our future.

2010-04-24T23:12:00.000+08:00

Didnt post and not wanting to post anything cause my whole bloody blog is lagging!

2010-04-12T03:35:00.003+08:00

iously wondering if what I am doing is right. Staying up again till like almost 3.30 to finish some homework that I did not start to begin with. It’s not I don't want to do, but it’s more of I don't know how. Sometimes, you tend to just sit there and go, “urgh crap… lets’ do something else” and we end up procrastinating. Well, maybe not for you, but certainly a common thing for me.

Skipped dinner~ I didn't have time to eat… I was busy buying some stuff. Well, at least I drank a bit of milo though it wasn't of any much help at all. Things never stop. They just keep coming and if you can’t finish it in time, it will just start piling on you until you can't breathe at all. I will be combating these problems with the new rule of 44334. I bet some of you know that number pretty well and I won’t bother to explain myself here. Boarding life is good. Just that it makes you sleepy cause of the 44334 in action. Well, my life is certainly following the equation now and I’m expecting to get a 4 today.

Sometimes, I want to give up but I realized I can’t after going so far so I have to push on. Life is like this.

A post I found from my friend’s blog which I uploaded to my QQ space. I shall translate this into English here. *DISCLAIMER* I’m not a good translator and reading the Chinese text is much more meaningful and emotional as compared to my English version.

一名收破烂的老人不小心划破了一年轻女子的牛仔裤，因拿不出对方要求的50元赔偿，老人下跪十次。
An old man (junk collector (duno a better way to put it)) accidentally made a small tear on a young lady’s jeans and that lady’s mother requested a compensation of 50 RMB.
老人手裏只有8元零4毛.
However, this old man has only 8dollars and 40 cents with him.

这是那对母女的照片，一个模子刻出来的嘴脸 (photo of the stupid daughter and mother)：

(removed due to copyright issues and it lagging my blog)

当记者赶到德外大街高等教育出版社门口发现，一个穿灰色羽绒服的中年妇女正在推搡一名衣著破烂的老人，嘴

When the reporter arrived at the scene, she realized that the woman is pushing the poor man and screaming

裏喊著：“赶紧赔钱！”周围上百名路人围观。

at him to pay the compensation. Many people gathered to see the commotion.

旁边站著一名20岁左右的女子，蓝色牛仔裤腿处被划开了一条两三厘米长的口子。被推搡的

The young lady, presumably 20 years old, has her blue jeans torn by 2 to 3 cm. The

老人噙著泪水不停地恳求著，手裏捏著一叠毛票，总共8元零4分。

old man holds all his money in his hands and cried for forgiveness. All he has was 8 dollars and 40 cents.

“不就破一个小口子吗，至於这样为难人家嘛。”看著下跪的老人，旁观路人纷纷劝说“得饶

“Isn’t that just a small tear? There is no need to do all this.” The passer-bys commented as the old man kneeled down to beg. “Let bygones be bygones.” The

人处且饶人”。面对路人的指责，中年妇女毫不在意，坚决要让老人赔钱。
passer-bys chided but the lady doesn't seem to care and still insist to do it her way.
面对“巨额”赔偿老人下跪(picture of the old man kneeling down due to the “huge” sum of money he need to)：(removed due to copyright issues and it lagging my blog)

据了解，当时这对母女走到高等教育出版社附近的路口处，刚好老人骑三轮车拐弯，车上的铁丝将年轻女子的裤

According to witness, when the mother and daughter was walking out of some road, the old man’s tricycle turned at the same spot and the metal wiring on the tricycle made a cut on the young girl’s jeans.

子剐了一个小口。女子的母亲要求老人赔她50元。

The mother wants a compensation of 50RMB.

无奈之下，老人“扑通”一声跪下，不想对方丝毫没有反应，老人连续下跪十次。

Under intense pressure, the old man kneeled down and the opposition made no comments and actions and still insist the old man to pay the money. The old man kneeled down in total 10 times.

这一下把围观的群众惹怒了，在附近大厦当保安的武先生愤怒地说：“对待这样一个年迈

This angered the crowd and the security nearby commented angrily, “ To treat a old man in such a way

的老人，她们真是欺人太甚。”说完，他将口袋裏的23元钱塞在老人手裏。
this is pure bullying and immoral.” Then, he took out 23 dollars and gave it to the old man.

记者试图采访这对母女时，该中年女子说：“甭理她。”
When the reporters tired to interview the mother, the daughter told her not to care about them.

路人为老人凑钱赔偿．

In the end, the passer-bys decided to pay for the money.

在老人恳求和解未果的情况下，中年妇女最终拨通110报警。5点50分左右，德外派出

Finally, the woman called 110 to get the police. The police arrived at the scene at around 5.50.

所的民警赶到现场进行调解，但该中年妇女认为赔偿的钱不够，拒绝和解。这时，围观群众

The woman said that because the old man didn't pay the correct sum, she is not going to let the matter rest. So in that case, the crowd took out their own money to help the old man.

自发掏出钱来，一元、两元、十元……最后凑够了50元。
one dollar, two dollars, ten dollars… finally 50 dollars all done.

老人再次向围观群众下跪，并不断地说：“谢谢，谢谢。”中年女子拿到钱后，拉著女儿

The old man once again kneeled down to the crowd saying, “Thankyou, thankyou.”

声不吭离开了。
The mother however, took the money and left with her daughter without saying anything.

当时围观的群众纷纷表示赔偿50元的结果对老人不公平。民警也表示无奈，称这是民事

The crowd argued that paying that 50dollars isn’t fair for the old man and even the police think so too. However, the police said they cannot step into this matter as they

纠纷，他们只能充当调解人的角色。

Can only act as peace makers.

2010-04-05T04:27:00.005+08:00

Well, since I'm still awake, time for a double post. Some designs I came with, thanks lots to those wonderful tut sites that taught me all these. There are too many sites to videos so credit so I'll just thank whoever that had helped me in one way or another.

2010-04-04T19:56:00.000+08:00

Boarding internet’s finally up. Seriously, what are the school technicians doing man! Spending their time doing whut?
Firstly, to visitor alpha (I may have an idea who you are anyway). Well, in response to your first comment on your idea of my point that “changes are constant, people don’t evolve that quickly, they aren’t Pokémon” is not what I meant. What I was trying to bring across with the Pokémon example is that the people’s mindset changes quickly, not we are not like Pokémon.
Next, moral guidelines are set by humans. As you mentioned, morale guidelines guide the way we do things. Everyone has their own set of moral guidelines and we do according to what we believe. For example, one may argue that giving up sits to an elderly in the train is a moral act to do, however, another person might disagree with you stating that his moral guidelines is by the first come first serve basis and the early bird gets the kill. Hobbes suggested in his state of nature that all man is selfish and brutal and in Locke’s idea of “no one ought to harm another in his life, health, liberty or possessions; and that transgressions of this may be punished” we can see that unless man tries to follow something which they uniformly agrees on, man can just be as salvage as beasts. So, we cannot conclude that there is a right or wrong in society as all men are selfish and they will only do what they want unless they decide to follow a certain guideline.
Also, I would like to clarify if what do you refer to by the history of science. Do you refer to the time before the renaissance and the enlightenment? Okay, maybe not so much of the renaissance since the renaissance is more focused towards the part on literature and humanism advancement.
I didn’t quite get your meaning in the part about my contradiction in myself. Basically, one idea is that when you have done wrong means you have done wrong. When you steal a car, you steal. When you steal an apple, you still steal. It is not possible to look at that guy who just murdered someone by stabbing him 12 times in the heart and say, “That guy is so inhumane! I only stab my guy 11 times and he stabbed his 12!” It is logically flawed to say that someone who has done wrong look at another person and sigh, saying he did worse.
Lastly, that part on “there is nothing you can do about it” means we can’t do anything to our moving and advancing society. Using the stick analogy- one stick is weak but many sticks are strong. Same here, one person’s change is weak but the society’s change is powerful. If there is only one black sheep among all of us that goes woo ahh haa during assembly then it’s possible we would just ignore him, listing him as a deviant. However, many people do that kind of thing and it becomes a custom whereby when teachers enter the hall, the students would cheer for them. That is perfectly normal and has no harm to it. This is a change in the society of students where 5 years back the students kept quiet when teachers’ walk in. These changes cannot turn back as it is deeply programmed into our mind that it is the “right” thing to do. One or two person might change but they will not make much of a difference in the end towards everything. So, society’s moving on, what can you do to change it back?
Done. Now moving on. Life recently is so busy. All the work is like piling up nonstop… The four days “holiday” felt like 4 hours of intense mugging. But at least my grades are rather stable apart from chemistry and maths. Screwed my previous maths quiz damn badly…
Midyear exams are coming and I believe it is about time to start studying for it… The studying for bio starts tonight. Or maybe later tonight… After all, curiosity killed the cat and procrastination killed me.
DANG~~! xD I want Dango!

2010-03-23T21:15:00.003+08:00

I got effing sabo-ed today. What the hell. This piece of shit here is rated as the best blog. You must be fcking kidding me. Boarding is nice. Really nice. Got a god damned cool room mate - Le Vu Huy.

He has everything you need, from anime to internet to basically everything. He is also not the mugger type, quiet quiet mug mug. He is super fun. He is probably one of the best room mate in RIB.

Sometimes, learning to accept others is a good thing. Quote of the day will be, " Tony is a nice guy!"

2010-03-20T21:17:00.001+08:00

Bought my duffle bag yesterday. A super nice orange bag. Then on the way out, I found myself staring at a nice looking blue bag. So I bought it as well. Then when I went out, I realized: oh crap. I just bought 2 bags and im gona get scolded. But in the end I didn’t. In fact, my mum likes the blue color bag.

Was staring at McDonald’s window panes just now. The food looks extremely inviting but my feet said no. In the end, I went to eat black pepper beef rice with egg. Then I went up to comics connection in hope they offer fixing service for my psp key jam but they dun have that service D: but I saw some nice SNSD laminated cards so I bought 2. One is exclusively SUNNY! The other is the whole SNSD. SUNNY IS THE BEST LAR! OMG. Jessica also very nice. <3 <3 <3

I’ve decided to change my hairstyle. Im gona keep really long. And im only going to cut when I get booked 2 times. As for what type of hairstyle, I shall not say and all shall wait and see!

Damn tired pass few days, barely sleeping. Gootaaa do work again. Haix. Byes

2010-03-15T23:34:00.001+08:00

Really tired… There is a camp tomorrow and I really don’t wanna go. But I don’t have a choice. WTB>Nice looking DUFFLE BAGS. My NAGARO bag is tearing already and I still want to keep it! >< its my only sec1 item left.

Nice group I’ve got for tomorrow’s camp. I would like to thank some people for putting my beloved Jia Wei back into my group. Jia Wei lets go pwn the PT I set! I want to thank DONGDONG, GANG, AND RJ (although I don’t know what he do, he is the chairman so let’s thank him :D ) Okay, there are a lot others I would like to thank but I can’t list them all down, so thank you EVERYone!

It’s kind of upsetting to realize that after coming back from the camp I would be half way into the holidays. So sad! And I just remembered there is dazu on Friday as well! Then the SS project… And my routine. And Shen Lao Shi’s practice session and Miss Yew’s math and and and… what the hell! I’m getting stressed just by counting the amount of stuff.

Want to sleep but I can’t! Because there are just too many things I need to prepare. I sigh in despair but what can I do? Sometimes, it’s really just me wasting time myself, like walking around the house thinking of “distracting” stuff or traveling around Singapore to find a suitable water bottle... Either way, I think its worth it somehow?

Anyway, my house just welcomed the 5th computer yesterday. A lame Lenovo G460 laptop with an upgraded RAM to 4GB. This computer is meant for my RLP3 so it’s really lousy. I mean its not that bad but its crap computer. Well, at least the good thing to look forward to is that I’m getting an Alienware M17x Laptop at the end of year! Woots! Getting the better one that is around 4k. The 5k one has not much point. The 3k one is not as good. The middle is always the best :D

Once again, I DESPERATELY need a DUFFLE BAG and I’ve to get one before school starts. Life SUCKS TTM just when I hope it would get better. Oh, I also need to buy some towels.

It’s like, hey there yo buddy, wadsup bro?

2010-03-10T21:32:00.001+08:00

4.6…4.7…4.8… Chlorine gas that is not yellowish green… Hydrogen that REIGNITES a lighted splint with a pop and Carbon Dioxide gas that turn lime water chalky bleaches the litmus paper…

What is chemistry coming to? I agree to the fullest extent that this is the worst practical in my whole RI life. The smallest living one cell organism is the amoeba. It has constant diffusion with the water around it. But that’s beside the point. That wasn’t necessary.

The thing I want to talk about today is about what is happening to us now - the radical change in our student society that teachers deemed as inappropriate yet that’s a change bound to happen. We spent one whole productive math lesson on this topic and it seemed interesting enough for me to talk about.

Changes happen all the time. It’s part and parcel of an evolution. People evolve and learn new things because they break the convention, either the bad way or the right way. However, there is no such thing as bad or good or right. That’s all opinions set by human beings as a moral guild line. When you feel like doing it, there is no such thing as a right or wrong. So therefore, it brings us down to people evolve and learn new things because they break the convention of things. That’s the exact reason, we challenge the process, changing it the way we want it to be and so, bringing an improvement to it. When we stop changing, society dies.

Let’s try to understand the “phenomenon” of why employers like to hire new, young talents instead of older ones. It happens almost in any particular job and the most prominent will be in fashion. Why is that so? It is because it’s always the new talents that have the new and interesting ideas that the older generation do not even think about. The older generation deemed it as crazy but yet, in the end, it becomes the trend. The printing press, for example, when it was first invented, people of the older generation think it’s a usually machine and is destined to fail but what it brings forward was the renaissance and the enlightenment due to the spread of ideas through books. So, what is may look like a chaos and retarded thing today may be the new black couple of years down the road.

Also, another point about maturity rate was brought up. Indeed, maturity rate does indeed play a big part in determining how we look at things and view it from an adult’s point of view. We may think Pokémon is cool few years back and now it’s like, “What the crap. I used to play that when I was young?!” Indeed, maturity rate does change as we grow older. So, it’s a really natural thing when we see what we are today as normal and yet realize that we are not tomorrow. This kind of things can’t be forced onto us and we need time to think and understand this world. So, to all the teachers that think we suck and we are really rude and disrespectful kids, you might want to rethink about yourself when you were our age. You may argue that at that point of time you are very guai and stuff but is it true? Can that be possible? Dare to say you never said a single profanity in your entire life? That’s not possible. There is no one that is infallible.

So, our student society is changing and there is nothing you can do about it.

A prefect ran to the Principal and said, “The students are very noisy, there is no way we can stop them.”
Principal asked, “Is that a riot by the student population due to the fact that bottled drinks are not allowed to be taken out of canteen?”
Head Prefect replied, “No, madam. That’s a revolution.”

2010-03-08T23:21:00.001+08:00

I’m really very tired. I feel so drained. And that’s probably the only 2 words I can use to describe myself now. It’s kind of weird the more I talk to you. I have decided to stop and reflect. What am I thinking? Why is it so hard? It’s been awhile since I last asked myself this questions and it is awfully hard to come to any conclusion.

Life is so confusing. I realized how I was simply living in a small fictional world of mine, living happily by my own fantasies and dreams which I doubt I could ever reach. The illusion was shattered on the exact moment you entered the glass sphere of my fantasy world. The shattered pieces fell apart and it certainly took its’ time before it hit me hard on the head, knocking me into reality, knocking me into what the world really is. This process I should say, have been catalyzed by a book called Norwegian Wood by Haruki Murakami. It touched on the topic of life, death, love and the most important part, its philosophy on this world. Like it did to many readers worldwide, it has dawned the cruel fact of life onto me, a teenager turning 16th this year. For some people, the book is just another porno book with nearly half its story about how people have sex but what I saw in the book was more than what meets the eye. We live a life without much meaning to it. And what is really meaningful is what we have around us, what we have it now. The past is sometimes indeed hard to let go but we should always look at the future. The past had gone but not the future. Death is just the last part of life, where it’s when you stop whatever you are doing and relax- forever. I love this quote from the author, “Death exists, not as the opposite but as a part of life.”. Indeed, this is exceptionally true to every word here and every word is deeply imprinted in my head. Life is certainly more than what it seems to be. It is so much more complicated and exhausting. So that’s the reason why we choose to live in our smaller and simpler world.

The shattering of my small little glass sphere with your appearance is bound to take place. It’s just a matter of how long it will take. The book sped everything up and what appears before me now is the naked truth about society, how dirty it can be and yet at the same time a beautiful place to live in. It is really confusing as it is a stark contrast to each other how society can be but the beautiful irony is that both can certainly exist in the world at the exact same time. So, I should say, I’m pretty much confused because I’m like caught up in between. I don’t know how I feel for you and if I should. How much do you mean to me I wonder. I really don’t know the answer. I’m really exhausted. This blog post sucked half the life out of me and several false starts on each sentence took me nearly an hour to write this short post. I would certainly need to take time off and think carefully. It just takes time to sort out the jumbled mess and I hope I would be okay soon enough.

Nights.

P.S It had been a really long night, especially for me.

2010-03-04T15:20:00.001+08:00

My internet's going on and off. I can't even do my work properly. It's gona be gone in a few minutes.

2010-02-26T20:37:00.000+08:00

Didn’t post anything for the past few days.

One, I was feeling lazy. Two, my blogger homepage was down for some reason or another and three, I was just so busy.

I’m planning the PT for the March CO camp and I wish to write what I’m thinking of here in case I forget. Morning PT will be 4 rounds around the rugby field, excluding the softball court. Everyone must do and the last 10 to reach will have to do 20 pushups each. Following which, we will be moving on to separate stations due to the fact that Napfa is approaching. Lower sec will be made to do suicides on the rugby field, 2 sets and last 3 will be made to do 20 pushups each. Upper sec will be going to the pull up bar to train pull ups. Each person is to complete 3 sets of 7 pull ups. Assisted pull ups will be allowed. If things are fast, we might be able to play a game of basketball before breakfast, but I highly doubt we can make it.

That’s about all for the PT. Simple yet challenging. This is not final and I might make it tougher. Bio I got my full marks for my second quiz. I need to thank Hongsy for that. However, I have to draw his ninja for him. Haha, overall I feel its quite worth it. Interclass deco, theme ninja… Somehow it’s a bit the weird but never mind, since we started on it…

Have to draw my mon-stars and make some shurikans… haix.

Anyway, yesterday went to lan with some friends. Play TF2, L4D2 and Dota. And omg, liench U SUCK SO BAD AT L4D2. We always need to go back and save you… And in the end all die. First time playing TF2. It’s not that fun, neither is it that bad. I hate kelson’s spy, too gay le… But nevertheless, I got back my revenge during dota. First 2 games were fun, and the last one wasn’t too bad either.

Going off to eat dinner now!

2010-02-20T00:38:00.001+08:00

Going for some observation session for an English tuition tomorrow… I’m definitely not looking forward to that. I always hated tuition. I really don’t know why but I hate it. And worse still, it’s not any tuition but ENGLISH! Gosh!

Nvm. I will try not to think about that nightmare… Today basketball was fun. Especially when it’s like 10 plus and there is no lights at all. Getting new laptop next month and it will be the 6th computer in my house. Each of my family members has a computer now including my sister. Maybe next time I should open LAN shop after I get a few more computers.

I feel super sleepy now. I wonder if it’s the time or is it the day that really stressed me out. Eat it in, eat it in, I always tell myself cause I want to keep my anger and stress level to the minimal. Looking forward to the Body World exhibition, because that’s when I fully understand how the muscle works.

Complicated stuff. All the super complicated stuff. I will throw then aside and try to live a life as simple as possible. I don’t want to be pulled into a world so harsh and yet I want to try it. It’s weird to me even when I think of it.

Now it’s 1235 on Saturday morning and I’m gona sleep. Sleepy and tired.

Oyasuminasai!

2010-02-18T17:55:00.001+08:00

Screwed up the stupid English speech today. Used the wrong words and thus got very low. Haven’t even started on the Chinese remedial homework… and its due tomorrow. 15 pages of that crap is so damn sian. I don’t even know where to start. Maybe I shall just copy SY tomorrow.

Physics was 7/10 as I expected. Super careless so it’s like totally wasted. I keep wondering where is the math AA. I want to see how much I got for that one cause that’s the only one so far that is really counted into the GPA.

I really want a break again. It’s so tiring. Everyone asked how’s new year and I replied to every single one, “Screwed up.”. Yeah, the New Year holidays is certainly damn screwed up. With lots of stuff going on and waking up so early every day, things are moving real fast. Looking forward to next week – Thursday is staff training day and Friday seems to be house carnival (hopefully held within school hours).

Okay, before I get back to my work, lets conclude what’s up for next week.
1. Biology eye quiz
2. History to be handed in on Monday (or next history lesson)
3. Chemistry quiz
4. Handing up of English work
That’s quite a lot of stuff… and week 9 there is
1. Chemistry Lab
2. Bio Lab
3. Physics practical
4. Probably having some math TA or AA
5. And most likely a lot of history notes
Then week 10 where everything comes back and March holidays (really holidays?) Term 1 passed. That’s quite tiring for a first term.

2010-02-15T19:02:00.001+08:00

My brain is so so so dead! I can’t think about anything. I’m making so many typo as I type. I want to kill myself right now. I want to sleep but my house got guest. This is the worst torture ever!

I slept at 1.30am this morning. My neighbor’s dog barked like some mad dog around 2. Then I finally got back to sleep at 2.30am. Then I woke at 7 due my natural biological clock. I got nothing to do (who the heck has mood to do homework so early like 7am?) so I went do to do my morning workout, interval trainings. Returned home with some lousy breakfast…

After breakfast I studied till 1pm. Cooked and ate my own lunch, something really simple but nutritious. Then I went to gym at 3pm. Then I returned home at 5.40pm with a really sore body and a really bad headache.

I really feel damn tired after today morning’s morning workout. I shouldn’t have gone for the afternoon gym training. But I succumbed to the temptation in the end.

Life sucks. I realized nothing is easy but this is killing me. I can’t imagine what taylor lautner did to himself to get such a body within one year. I want to ask him how but I guess he won’t tell me anyway. Headache! I don’t want to talk anymore. Happy New Year! I realized I forgot that one in earlier posts.

2010-02-13T23:53:00.001+08:00

Today is rather interesting. Lots of stuff going on around me throughout the day today. I woke up at 10 today morning. Super late for me. I went to slack around such as looking blankly into the sky and doing random pushups. I wasted the whole morning till 12 like that.

Then I decided to go on my com and played COD MW2 for awhile. Then I decided to find articles online to show my parents that protein powder has NO side effects. Well, found quite a lot and finally, they decided to ALLOW me to get and use protein powder although they not sponsoring me cause that stuff is expensive.

So I happily went out to get my first ever 2 bottles of protein powder. It’s a product of GNC. Chocolate flavor. Strawberry ones tasted like rotten strawberry. Disgusting stuff. Anyway, 2 bottles of that can last me for 10weeks. This means I need to replenish my stock during June holidays. Anyway, anyone that needs to buy protein powder but no membership (membership is buy 1 get 1 free, therefore 2 bottles. If not $102.95 one bottle. Not worth at all) can look for me. Pay me $102.95, I get for you then you meet me to get or you can follow me to get the protein powder if you don’t trust me enough. I never charge any extra fees; I’m simply doing a favor to everyone that needs help. Please at least notify me 1 week in advance before your payment or meet up to go down.

Today gym I did things that are quite hell and now my whole body aching. But thank god got good food though dinner was a bit failed because no one really said anything…

Anyway the thing I really want to comment about is LIU QIAN’s performance for the China Chinese New Year show. OMG! That guy is insane. The card trick is amazing. But what is the most amazing is the coin one. The craziest part is when his hand went pass the glass. I wish to say the glass has some problems with it, but seriously, it’s solid hard when he knocked it. He is not human! He is so god damned cool. Shit! How he become so pro? I want to be his student! LIU QIAN I WAN BE YOUR STUDENT! I WANT TO DO MAGIC TOO! Holy crap… He is SICK! I will do anything to learn magic from him! LIU QIAN FTW!

2010-02-11T21:51:00.001+08:00

First period is PE today. Can’t believe I ran so slow… 5mins 3 rounds then 6mins 4 rounds… I should have taken the training seriously. When I heard 5mins after my 3rd round I was like fCK! Then I started normal speed for the last round and complete the last round in one min. 4/7 rounds in 6mins is very slow. Especially when I will slow down at the last 2 rounds before sprinting the final last round. Tsktsk

Feeling damn tired now. Tomorrow we have performance in the morning and I have to wake at 5 in order to board the 5.24 train… Ah. And 5.24 is the first train to service tomorrow. My eye bags are so damn beautiful after 2 consecutive days sleeping at 2 and 1 respectively…

I wonder if it’s gona continue like this for the rest of the year. I’m nearing the brink of destruction. Especially lousy because I gym a lot and the muscles do not have adequate time to recover… Haix.

Going to sleep now. Tomorrow will be a long day. Basketball with friends! ~~ and nxt sat and mon gym. YEAH!~

2010-02-10T21:32:00.001+08:00

Today is pretty exciting. First thing in the morning we had a chemistry lab lesson. It was quite fun cause I fully understood what was taught and could successfully complete half the experiment (everyone completed half because this lab experiment is meant to be made into 2 lessons). After that we went up to the bio lab to look at E-Foo (Bio teacher) cut up her cow’s eye. And the cow has super pretty eyelashes, longer and straighter than half the girls out there k? Haha. Joking~ Anyway, E-Foo kept batting the cow’s eye lashes than KC suddenly said, “walao mdm, stop trying to seduce me!” Then the whole class started laughing. That will be the epic quote of the day.

After that we moved on to English – nothing much. Chinese – nothing much as well. Math was a fun period when we did our first TA on trigonometry and finished the miscellaneous questions for proving trigonometry equations. Proving is fun when you know how to solve it but can be super frustrating if you keep getting stuck.

Afternoon went to gym with my usual group of friends. Gym friends FTW! 80kg squats going to be increased to 90kg soon. Love doing squats. Squats FTW too! I taught some of my CO friends on how to use certain machines to train pull ups. Looks like they are really not so strong – they have problems with 20kg Lats pullover. I can do well over 50kg. Mmm. I tried 64kg today. It’s rather manageable.

Joined some Chinese Blogging competition aiming to win first in SG! Jiayous to myself! Then somehow I also signed up for a zuowen competition. I also don’t know why I signed up. Maybe because the teacher keeps pestering me to go cause my zuo wen always write like a short novel? Anyway, time to start building up on my new vocabulary bank of chim Chinese words so I can write with more style on that day of the competition. The paper says they want teachers to recommend students to go, then if he asked if I want to go, does it mean recommending me for it? If that’s the case, then I feel damn honored.

History test tomorrow, gotta go and study. Bye!!~~

2010-02-09T17:57:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I just feel super tired. Especially after freaking screwing up one physics quiz. GOD DAMN IT! How can I be so careless? I actually forgot about atmospheric pressure acting on the water body! That cost me 2 marks. And I made a wrong connection of the mass of the car pressure exerted on the car’s tire. That’s another 1 mark. Bringing me to a 7/10. 3.6! NO!

Although it’s not counted in the GPA but I still feel very stupid. Ah! CRAP! I FEEL LIKE KILLING SOMEONE. Gosh! Need to cool down. English and history coming up and I need to really do well for those two. Since I got a dozen English work to hand in tomorrow and a history test coming on Thursday, I shall keep this a real short one. Yeah…

Really looking forward to tomorrow because I will finally be able to go to gym. Can't live past one week without gym. So so addicted to it.

2010-02-08T23:24:00.000+08:00

Today, I’m very proud of myself. I kept myself awake throughout the whole History lesson although nothing much went in. I was more captivated in laughing at my friend who is trying to flirt with this new half Japanese girl from RGS. I’m not very sure but according to my friend’s contact, her name is Umiko. In fact, my friend is so stupid to show me her number and I remembered it like immediately. I’m talented at this okay? (: Lol. Joking joking~. It’s just her number easy to memorize so I see one time I found a memory technique to remember that. For privacy reasons, I shall not disclose her handphone number on my blog but if you want to know her, you can pm me and I will tell you the number. But under one condition that my name should not be mentioned in any way in your conversations with her. Using my friend’s Lien Chew’s name will be appropriate. Suggested ways to start the convo going will be, “Hi there cutie. My name is XYZ. My friend Lien Chew introduced you to me. He says you are a really nice person so I did like to make friends with you.” Pretty decent don’t you think? (: Lien Chew, sorry… If you want to meet me for personal issues, you can find me after school in raja floor 7^th floor toilet. We can settle our business there. (:

As for other periods today, everything seems normal and usual. Just that I’m really tired because I can’t sleep last night thinking of you. It doesn’t really matter anymore. I guess I would have to calm down now and pack all those emotions away. I don’t want to screw up my exams because I think of you too much.

My first bottle of protein powder is coming in 3 weeks time :D When that time comes, I will do really intense workout on every single gym workout. I have a real DREAM now. It may seem unrealistic now but I’m going to work so hard for it that everyone will be surprised when I achieve it. My big DREAM is to get into the national canoe team (I guess there is, just like for every sport) by J2. A lot of people that heard my dream will just laugh and say dream on. But I beg to differ and I did wish they would say more because that really increases my value in working so hard for it so as to prove them wrong. And when I prove them wrong, I just pwned every single one of them. Muahahaha.

Canoe, I’m coming! I can’t live on anymore without training at least twice a week and if I can get into canoe in JC (It’s not that easy), I’m going to work so hard till I die of exhaustion. Haha, one more thing I want to accomplish before my NS. It will be jogging the May 42.195km marathon. It’s going to be damn hardcore as it will definitely be my first time running 42km straight even if I have put in thousands of hours into it before hand. I always admire those people with the “I have run 42.195km…” clothe. They are so damn pro! How I wish my stamina pool is as good as theirs. But now I have to be contented with my 10min 2.4km. Sheesh. I need to start on real hardcore crap this June and December if I want to get a 3km under 10min. Wish me luck and hope I won’t get any injuries in the process cause I really LOVE sports :D :D :D :D :D

2010-02-07T11:07:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, why do I feel so lost? It’s like a war, chaos, darkness eating all the way deep into my heart. Sometimes, I feel so dark, so sinister, and so evil. I don’t really know why I am feeling all these and if I’m really ok if I felt all these emotions which are not emotions to begin with…

Maybe from the other side of the bridge I’m watching you but you had never noticed me. Probably that’s what makes this spiral into darkness. Or maybe is the way you say things to me, it sounds weird. Just can’t stop getting me thinking, what are you trying to say?! I know I always think too much on things and I just can’t stop. This bad habit will eventually bring the end of me I guess. When I talk to you, I need 10x more time to think and rethink what I should say, that’s because I don’t feel like saying the wrong things and hurting you. That’s why I take extra time to reply an sms to you. All girls are fragile, but you are more brittle and fragile than others. Need to hold you carefully in the hands and prevent you from dropping because if you are dropped once, you will be shattered for life.

Maybe that’s the reason why I don’t want to get closer to you. I’m scared and doubted my ability to hold you and prevent you from falling. I don’t wish to be the first to hurt you neither would I want to be the last. That’s the exact reason why I shall always watch you from behind and support you. I don’t mind whoever you go with in the end. If it’s fate, then let fate decide. Everyone’s life is a script that is prewritten even before you are born. Whatever you do and whoever you meet are just following the script. If the script says we are not fated to be together than we shall just follow as probably, I’m powerless to change it.

People tell me that I’m probably just not going for it enough. But every time you are with another guy, I mean I don’t hate that guy or anything but I just don’t know how to start. I don’t wish to spoil your relationship but I had problems with mine too. Life’s unfair. But we can do no shit to it. You choose who you want to be with and I’m fine with anything. Just come and tell me who you choose to be with. It will be really fine and nice thought. I won’t drown myself in alcohol or other stupid things that guys resort to when they cannot handle their relationship because I’m sensible and probably you won’t want to see me doing that.

When I typed this, I remembered Taeyang’s wedding dress. Although his story was a bit different from mine because I don’t really know the guy you are with but I will certainly appear at your wedding and play the piano for you. You don’t have to feel sorry for me - because I choose to do that… Maybe someday I will regret not holding on to you when I could. Maybe I will regret that why I wasn’t there with you when you are alone. Maybe I will regret why I can’t be the guy that is with you. But that, I’m not fully sure myself…

I always thought I’m strong and I will never lose to anyone if I want something. But I have lost now. I have lost to you. I don’t know what’s wrong. I don’t want to be trapped in this vortex of illusions. But I can’t. This vortex is so strong I can’t get out. Slowly going deeper and getting suffocated. Now I don’t even know what to talk to you about cause you don’t seems to be interested in anything. Maybe if I just disappear it will be better for both of us. I want to go, but I can’t let go. Now, I feel so lonely. Like never before, won’t someone be here to help me? Maybe that’s something I have to go through myself… Is this what I really want?

2010-02-06T17:34:00.001+08:00

Today’s gym workout was super tough. First time in my gym “career” that I actually worked my biceps and triceps so hard. Also, my chest muscle is aching terribly too. I bet tomorrow is gonna be a sore day.

Today, I realized I’m a lousy, very lousy technician. I can’t solve some stupid mio problem. Or maybe problems. Mio really has lots of problems. I should have warned my dad not to get mio if I had known it was so damn bad. I heard critics before I got it and the overall rating for Mio is sucky. But I think since my dad wants a mio so much and the hope that singnet will improve their service since mio came out for quite awhile, I didn’t say a thing. And it turned out to be quite bad for the entire family. And just today, I realized it’s probably not just my family, but hundreds out there. I feel so sad and sorry for everyone who bought a mio plan… but we all have to stick with this shit until end of 2 yrs for the contract to end. Then I’m going for starhub. Starhub FTW! ~ (:

Nothing really much today. Since I woke up at 7, did some morning jogging, studied physics and at the same time helping someone, went out to da bao lunch and went to gym till now. You can see how little events I have in one day.

Ok, since I have nothing much to say. I shall talk about what happened at gym today. I went to gym and the first exercise I did was the squats. I started with 2 sets of 60kg squats with an alternate of leg extension and leg curl in between each set. Then I increased the squats weight to 80kg and I did 1set. So after that I was thinking, “Ok, that’s it for today.” Then, suddenly, this group of people came over and saw the 80kg squats bar. They tried to carry it (not doing squats yet) but all failed… When they were about to change the weight I went over and asked, “You all using?” Then they quickly say no. So,~~ I went up to the bar and did another set of squats… I wasn’t supposed to do that set but for suanning’s sake. Haha. I know it’s damn bad but if it’s one person then forget it, but there is a whole group of 5 to 6 people there… If I don’t suan, I feel wasted… Lol~ the more I talk about this, the guiltier I get… Nvm. I didn’t only suan them today… I shan’t say more in case I die of guilt. I think I won’t do that again. (:

Cheers people. May the muscles be with you. (:

2010-02-04T15:20:00.002+08:00

Writing my blog post early today because I realized I can’t use the computer tonight due to various reasons. In 1 week’s time it will be New Year day. Although I haven’t officially turned 16, I do think I’m mature enough to be 16. Why do I say so, I do not want to share with the whole world. Just that I feel that I can take on anything out there. Ok, maybe that’s naïve but I will always try my best in whatever I do now. That’s something new to me because all I want for the past 3 years (and I did get it) was to slack all day long. Haha. My grades suffered as a result but my gaming skills did improve :D Now, looking back at myself, slacking during sectionals, playing random stuff during dazu, maybe I’m really a bad example to my juniors.

Well, at least I’m quite a good unqualified gym trainer. Oh, that is limited to probably only RI as there are so many better trainers out there. Also, I never said that I’m better than RI’s gym trainers because they are really nice people. Mr. Freaking Big Muscles and Terry. Haha. Really good trainers they are. But when they are not around, usually it’s me going around helping the juniors and some of my inexperienced classmates on how to do certain exercises properly. In fact, there are many people that I see in gym that I know not personally but by heart cause they are always there just like me. Haha. But they are much stronger and I don’t really grow much muscles.

My knuckles has a distinct black dot in the middle now cause of the callus formed by doing knuckle commandos on hard floor. Now when I do it on smooth terrain, it will not get injured. And that’s quite a good news to me because I can resume training without breaking my promise.

Oh, just to highlight, my whole body is so so pain today. Not exactly pain but sore. If it is pain I need to see doctor because there might be muscle tear. Anyway the sore is so bad that when I woke up this morning I can’t sit up. It’s like I tried to sit up but I fall back down halfway because I can’t exert much strength especially when I just woke up. Then I relaxed for 30sec before heaving myself up. Then I stretched and the sore was … Anyway for the rest of the day, when I breathe in hard, it will get pain too. This means, I’m feeling the soreness as I typed this.

Hopefully can recover as I got another session this coming sat and I don’t want it to be postponed. I didn’t expect it to be this bad, really.

P.S ----- A good dose of protein powder will actually help a lot. Haha but who will help me buy cause its 101bucks for a duration of 1 month... Nevertheless I’m getting one bottle and training on every alternate day during June holidays. Jiayous to myself and also, everyone else. Esp to my other friend trying hard to lose weight and another trying to be cheerful.

Gambatte Kudasai~~~!

2010-02-03T22:49:00.002+08:00

Tututu..tututu…tututu…

It’s the sound made by the computer when u make a call or send an sms near it. Or, it can be the sound you hear first before the arrival of your one new message or call.

Haha. That was a little random extra. Today I’m totally exhausted. TOTALLY exhausted. Bio and Math tests on the same day are truly epic. Especially when you studied till 2am the previous night and woke up at 5 the next day.

But well, I guess it was worth it to do so because I believe I can score above 13/15 for my bio test and a 100% full marks for my math. Even though the exams are not counted in the gpa but I still find a lot of pressure when all this minor stuff comes along.

Next week will be the physics quiz and the history graded assignment. Its graded and counted in the gpa. But thank god we can bring home and do. This means, I can slowly spend my time rereading the notes on French revolution and sourcing for more supporting evidences. This is just great!

Gym was quite fine today apart from the unusual amount of visitors. My chest muscles and back muscles are extremely pain due to unknown reasons or maybe known reasons. I guess it is partially due to the injuries from before and also the new advanced methods of training that really burn the muscles. A good 2 days rest will be sufficient for a full recovery and I will proceed with training again this coming sat. And I can’t believe I improved on my squats by 10kg already. Last week I was doing 50kg weighted squats and today I can do 60kg weighted squats! Maybe next week I shall move on to 70kg :D

Mmm… Today something damn stupid happened to me. I went back to change after gym then it was super hot so I was in the toilet without my shirt and trying to cool down. Then the stupid fan was spoilt. The toilet is super stuffy too so I wanted some wind. So after much consideration I walked out a bit from the toilet. The stupid effing thing was that just at that time some group of Taiwan girls from some Taiwan immersion program walked over… Then I was like WTF, so I ran back into the toilet. I guess some of the girls saw me =.=

My prefect friend was there too. When I asked him if they got see me then he said he think some saw me and they were laughing or something. Then he started suanning me by saying I planned this beforehand just to show off my muscles and stuff. THIS IS TRULY LIKE WTH! Anyway, I still don’t get what the freaking hell is wrong with guys taking off their shirts.

Overall, today is the most epic day of the year 2010. Or at least for now. Haha.

2010-02-02T23:37:00.003+08:00

I have finally realized what is wrong with me. It is with my biological clock. I ALWAYS wake up in the morning feeling like shit and at night I’m super active. Because of this, I ALWAYS get scolded.
This is still so interesting even after like 1 week of understanding it…

I FAT DUN EAT with you.

I FAT DUN EAT can surprisingly be rearranged to form the word INFATUATED. So in other words (hoho - pun... or is it? LOL), it means “Infatuated with you”. I guess all of you all will be like, HUH? SO? LMAO!

But…
BUT……

This original line was created by my Form Teacher/ Math teacher when she was in RJC couple of years back. This line is a poem title that she wrote in her “diary”. She wrote it after a guy confessed to her, but she dao-ed him. Poor guy… D:

Anyway, I can’t believe my Math teacher came up with this! I always thought all math teachers are like go in to class – ok, class, take out worksheet 1/2, today we shall go through cosine rule and sine rule.
c^2 = a^2 + b^2 – 2abCosC > cosine rule and a/SinA = b/SinB = c/SinC > sine rule. Okay? Done? Now we can move on the trigonometry functions. First determine which quadrant, 1,2, 3 or 4. Remember class your SATCs! 1st quadrant All positive, 2nd qua Sine positive, 3rd qua Tangent positive and 4th qua Cosine Positive. Now we shall go through Secant, Cosecant and Cotangent. Oh, before this, we need to note that sinX/cosX = tanX, Sin(-X) = -SinX, Cos(-X) = CosX and Tan(-X) = -TanX….. and the story continues. (I’m not in the mood to finish teaching the whole sec 3 and 4 syllabuses on trigonometry…)

See how boring it can be? Math teacher are stereotyped with boring, lame and geeky. However, our Ms Yew is SO different! She has a much more normal life apart from being a math teacher. And I find that totally awesome and cool.

Sometimes, the simplest of things and gestures makes me happy. Examples of such includes finding out the warmer side of someone like our math teacher; seeing people giving up seats to elderly people (of course I’m not sitting down if not I will be the one offering the seat, hmmph); finishing a piece of homework or talking to people on msn or via sms. These kinds of stuff are neither big nor significant but it certainly made up a huge part of my life or even our life as a student so we should all learn to embrace it and enjoy every juicy bit of it. Yum! :)

Another thing that keeps happening to me is getting injured. I injured myself in various body parts 4 times in approximately 2 weeks. The worst injury will be the stupid neck injury that was caused by a failed landing of a handstand. I fell sideways and yea, twisted my neck, ouch! Now is getting better thanks to the great wisdom of the Chinese Medicine Knowledge on nerves and blood vessels. Neck massages helped me from a barely movable neck to just stiffness within one night. I call that a miracle. My knuckles have just recovered after the knuckle commandos I did last week. The wound opened 3 times because I have to suan my friends 3 times with knuckle commandos. Sounds stupid and childish right? Haha. Other 2 injuries includes the twisted little finger on my right hand due to basketball and a back pain due to some misuse of gym weights doing squats in the wrong manner. Its soreness level is as follows, sore from workout 2x. sore from misuse of weights 2x. Sore from wrong posture when doing exercise 2x. 2x2x2 = 8. So I have 8 times the pain of a normal individual who did the weight appropriately and safely. So, now I have to keep myself away from injuries because I promised someone not to get into unnecessary injuries. But sometimes I have no choice too! D:

Nvm. This has been a really long post. The longest part was I guess the summary of the sec3 and 4 trigo text. That took me quite long to get them all out. I guess it was 5 to 10mins.
Now, before I go off, I would like to say SORRY to my beloved Chinese teacher, Mr Khoo for pissing him off today, oh, its 0012 alrdy… yesterday… I will strive to do better in class and make sure I will secure the already secured A1!

2010-01-31T11:26:00.002+08:00

Gah. For the first time in my life, MY NECK HURT SO THAT MUCH. What a godly handstand that tripped over my own mattress, fell over due to lack of control, dropped sideways hitting my head and twisting my neck at the same time. Bitch!

Kant believe im typing this with my sore neck. Thank god i didnt break it. If not i nid to go surgery liao. =.= gotta go and do hw. sec 4 is tough...

2010-01-21T22:10:00.002+08:00

Just can't believe i made it to 54 posts. Say nice one. xP

Just finished my godly homework apart from history notes which i had no intention of reading right from the start.

Now doing random blog posting and trying to focus on doing a Cambridge question, which i failed(badly - i think ji an can do, maybe)...

Maybe i should srsly sleep more instead of going onto the computer...

2010-01-19T22:12:00.001+08:00

Why I'm i feeling so tired everyday? My whole body aches. I should stop gyming for a week...

2010-01-15T22:00:00.004+08:00

Its another tiring week. Everything is slowing down now since I'm fully adapted to the new environment. Sometimes, even I don't know why I can adapt so fast. Maybe that's my natural ability to do so.

Everything is extremely easy so far apart from BIO. Action Potential is killing me. Maths is still the same hidden killer move by teachers- starting is super easy to give us a false sense of security and in the end all die. Lol. History has become more fun since i personally participates in the humor. English is still the few diagnostics so nothing much. Chinese I'm hardcore-ing for an A1 so nothing to say if its hiong or not. Physics is now 2 topics ahead of teacher, nearly 3. Chemistry is as fail as ever but I'm working on it!

Interval training almost killed me that day but after that apart from muscle aches nothing much and I'm still alive. Trainer in school told me today that I'm having eating disorder. This is word by word quote from the trainer after I said I look fat when i look into the mirror. "90% of the woman thinks they look fat but actually they are not. 10% of the man thinks that same way too. You are too self conscious." Ok, thats seriously wth cause i think I'm really quite fat? Maybe to me? Anyway he say my training method is wrong. I shouldnt spam my situps, crunches, pull ups and push ups everyday since i nid to rest the muscles and consistent daily workouts cause the inability for the muscle to recover.

And he say I should eat more. How should i begin eating more? Hmm. Its a good question to think about - eating more and not growing fat. Lol. Damn tired now, all the muscles sore from the workout today. Gotta go and sleep and grow some muscles. Cheers.

2010-01-12T22:16:00.000+08:00

Things are going so smoothly now after the change in my lifestyle. I tot there are going to be aftermaths or such but none came so far n I hope I can keep it that way.

Sch has been reasonably fun if, IF, u noe how to face it in a fun way. Instead of going, “oh shyt! Its physics! The teacher kant teach!”, you should go, “oh well, its self prac time.”. It works for me and im alrdy a good 1topic ahead of what he is teaching, lmao.

Maths is easy. For NOW. Its always like this. Maths at the start of the year is always the simple and easy topics, giving you the false sense of security and stuff. Then ltr the year when it comes to trig, everyone (maybe not all) GG.

CCA has been extremely tiring nowadays due to the 3days prac b4 sec1 comes in. Its 10hrs a week. Mon 4 hrs, wed 3hrs and fri 3hrs. But luckily I wasn’t chosen for the CNY concert. It was kind of disappointing at first but it turn out to be a blessing in disguise as those poor 6ppl selected are gona go for trainings on fri afternoon from 1.30 to 6.30. And I get to skip fri prac. Tht gives me more time to study for the upcoming year. Esp Chinese, which im aiming for a A1.

Overall. Its gona be great man. Looking forward to December hols as usual.

2010-01-09T23:18:00.005+08:00

Things are going so fast. Its changing at such a rapid pace that in fact, I dont really catch wth is happening around me. For the first time in 3 years, real things and stuff. Being on the computer for 3whole years made me freaking bored of it and im off to do some real and pratical stuff. The first week felt like a month.

That kind of feeling is crappy. Totally out of place from my past 3 years' lifestyle but im determined to get back on track.

Sorry for the MIA period. Im always here and there and so, yea. Not often when i update my blog. Things had changed (as i mentioned) quite a fair bit and i dun want to talk abt stuff that was last year, 2 years ago or 3.

I mite also be shifting my blog to some other site when i have the time in June and i will be uploading my study notes. I have no idea how useful its gona b for others but i will consider that as a revision myself. Maybe end of this year i will try to pick up w/e i have lost during the past 3 years and post it online too. I believe i can help and i will.

Moving on to JC in a year's time and i believe most ppl will think of what subjs to take and what CCA to choose. For me subjs are generally fixed, Im not gona drop bio and chem and thats basically all i really care. (not to forget my econs.). On the other hand, CCA is the thing that has been bothering me for the past 3months. Until 1month ago, i finally decided --- im going canoeing in JC. Having experienced that sport make me love it so much that im willing to put in any amount of hardwork to be able to canoe again.

Being in canoeing is hard. My senior say the training is hell. But im ready, not physically i guess but mentally- to the fullest. I consider myself to be the type of person that will do anything, provided its ethical to achieve something i want. So training before the CCA is a must for me and Im not afraid of it.

With a stupid speed of 10min 39sec for a 2.4km run now, i wish and i will improve it to a 9min XX sec within this year.

Well, with all this stuff targeted just at canoeing, i kant forget my current CCA, RICO. RICO is indeed a nice CCA and it has been really a joy to be with part of the CO family for the past 3years and im still looking forward to the year ahead. With all the new instructors, conductors, rules and regulations, semester exams and my grade examination, things are going to be great.

Life's short and we are here to make full use of it and not to waste it. So, stay focussed, be empowered and we shall tackle all the obstacles nxt year with this new found vigor. Jiayous. For the first time of the year, cheers! :)

2009-12-20T12:51:00.002+08:00

It appeared in my cbox one statement that is quite interesting for me to think and talk about. Its just a quote, "Without evil, there will be no progress". Not anything else, just zoom in to this quote. Is it true without evil, there will be no progress?

Is war considered evil and bad? Yes it is. No one can justify that as a no as many good men die in war and the economy goes down terribly during wars. So, WW2 indirectly lead to the discovery of the usage of uranium 235 and uranium 238 which is used as a catalyst to end the war. (technically not true as Japanese wanted to surrender before the US could drop their big bombs but the US disagreed to their terms most probably due to the fact that a lot of money was put into the making of the bombs and it will make Truman emo if he does not used it[much more politics were involved but im trying not to be so nerd here, not that im one lol] ). Nuclear power is indeed a discovery from an evil and it does benefit humans now as a form of energy that can power half of the states.

However, progress can be made even without any evil. Progress operates the same way as the market, when there is demand, there will be supply. So, when a certain thing calls for a advancement in Science, there will be someone there to give a breakthrough to it. For example, the discovery of vaccinations. Its for the needs of people and not for any evil. Opps gtg. Cont nxt post. Sry for bad english, im chionging this like in seconds cuz im barely left with a 5minute to collect my thoughts and pen down them all. Ps.

2009-12-01T11:32:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile since i last blogged here. Hols have started and i have no time to blog abt stuff cuz im too busy with so much more other stuff such as gyming and gaming. Sadly i have not touched any sec4 work until 2 days ago and i bet kelson and shaoyang gona mug finish le. zzz. One thing. I really really really want to play L4D 2!!! SOMeONE Buy M3 PLOX>! !!! >: >: >: !!!

2009-11-01T21:57:00.003+08:00

This blog like nearly dead. BUT. its not dead yet.. ahhh.. very PCK style hahaha.

This is like totally random. But its really nice to eat 1 meal a day? lol. Maybe im ano, idk leh. Haha. ltr next time i nid go see doc cause i really anox then i die le. But i dun think tht will happen rite? hahaha.

2009-10-29T00:01:00.001+08:00

SO LonG since last post, im gona sleep. nothing wrong with tht. yawnz

2009-10-12T20:32:00.003+08:00

DISCLAIMER: This post might be insulting to Christians so please if you are a Christian, don’t read and Btw I meant no insult or whatsoever; I simply wanted to express my views on Christianity, which happens to be against Christianity itself. Srry in advance.

Onto my first point, religion in a general is what people believe to be there but is it really there? Here I shall challenge the credibility of the Bible. I shall ask a simple question, “The Bible dropped from the sky or is it written by man?” The answer is obvious, man wrote it. If you happen to say it dropped from the sky, then I would have to challenge your mental credibility. Since the Bible was written by man and is a compilation of bibliographies of probably the world’s best known leaders (Jesus Christ) who also believed in the religion, how can you shall the Bible has direct relations to god? So, what I think of this is that it’s not god that created by man but man created god.

If you walk up to any Christian and ask him, “Do you think god loves me?” He will probably smile and say, “God loves everyone”. If god really loves all of us, why does he choose to let the world be in chaos? Why did he let such a useless man like Bush to become the US president? Why did he let the innocent and pitiful Africans suffer? If God wanted people to live in harmony, then what’s with WW1 and WW2? How did this happen? Surely you aren’t gona tell me that god went to have a nap?

The whole idea of Christianity is built by what they call “faith”. When you are in trouble, they will all tell u “have faith in god” and miracles will happen. However, if I’m about to fail my subjects, I pray to god and I have faith in god that he love me and he will not want to see me fail, will I still fail? The answer is probably yes. Faith is how much you believe in the religion. The more faith you have the stronger you believe in this religion. However, faith is a spiritual thing. No matter how strong you might argue it is, it is still weak. It’s the same type of faith you have in a certain product, once it betrayed you, the faith gets lesser and soon you will hate it. Erm, it’s rather hard to explain this point clearly as it is more of a certain fixed type of paradigms certain people have over different things.

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Now I shall move on to the comparison between religions compared to science. Religion is a weak link that is spiritually linked to the person believing it. He does not know if the god exists and he only choose to believe that god exists. For many religious people, their sole purpose in life is to do the work of god believing that god chose them to convey their message. If they are proven that religion doesn’t exist, what are they going to do from there? Believing in religion is the same as lying on your bed dreaming that you are going to be the next millionaire because it’s just illogical and not possible. Science is way different. Science is backed by different experiments with solid proof unlike those of the Bible by turning a cup of water into wine and stuff. That kind of stuff is called alchemy and alchemy doesn’t exist in real life. Instead, it’s a more simplistic process of breaking compounds into elements and reforming it, i.e. modern day chemistry. In fact, religion as seen here is being portrayed as a form of science itself. Therefore, how can there be a religion in the first place if it supports science directly or indirectly.

I will go on a bit more some other day as im really exhausted from the history and social studies notes and this crap.

2009-09-24T22:59:00.004+08:00

Ah. Was thinking of quiting Blogspot. Then i came back. Srsly nid a place to say wadeva crap i have cause if not i will just pop and burst. Then die.

Deleted somethings that i just wrote. Around 500 words ++ article on that and i realised it could actually cause me great trouble so i pulled the mouse over, highlight and backspace. Then i wrote this. Hahaha.

Lets talk about time. After the facebook war abt my time theory. I shall refine and post new stuff on the blog instead.

Redefined time in a clearer concept. In this world, time is defined by 100mili secs to 1 sec, 60 sec to 1min, 60min to 1hr, 24hr to a day, 365 days to a year and so on. We shall basically focus on the min to day part. for example. when human defined time long ago, if they say 200mili secs to 1sec, 120sec to 1min, 120min to 1hr and 48hr to a day and all values tht corresponds follows function f(x)= 2X.

In this case, time slows down by half as compared to current world. Then everything will be slowed down by 2 times as we take 2times the time to pass one year. Then we will be living in a totally different age right now though its arguable that technology advances remain. From this, we can all see that time is what we see it to be, instead of what it should be so time technically doesn't exist as a thing by itself. Simply put, its more of a belief system that is totally accepted by the world.

Ok. Since I have established my point in the first part that time does not really exist, therefore comes the second part, time travelling. Time travelling is considered totally impossible due to the fact that time is a undefined value x. If time = x we want get back one day ago we will input the time proportionate to the x value. However if time = 2x then its a totally differently thing. So we can see how stupid sci-fi movies and games are nowadays with mad scientists creating time machines which is like totally impossible. Sci-fi also gets alot of their physics wrong like hearing planet explode and the lazer beams in the vacuum space. One word for them, Hollywood.

Decided to end on 12 Oct which is today and start a new post.

2009-09-09T21:36:00.000+08:00

Omg. Blogspot is damn screwed up now?? Why everything is composing white for me? IS it just me or for everyone else also? Ah, so busy now. Life really sucks. REALLY REALLY SUCKY

2009-08-19T00:15:00.000+08:00

Hahaha. Today all the lessons damn funny. First English : we r suppose to get our debates 2 weeks ago but mrs albar was sick it was postponed one and another. Ytd there was English lesson and because keith and liench went off for something respectively, we didn’t have the debates. Ok, the funny part was because what she said ytd and today. Ytd we tot she not in sch cause morning we r asked by her to call her to ask abt debates then we couldn’t find her in staffroom or her handphone. Then we were all late cause we were finding info if she was in sch. Then she scolded us.
Mrs albar: Boys, y were u late?
Daryl: Oh. Mdm, we tot u not in sch cause morning….blah blah blah…
Mrs Albar: No. I didn’t receive any call and now I got something on in the rjc side so I mite not be in the staffroom. So nxt time, if im not in sch I will inform you all and if I didn’t inform u all, means im in sch.
Class: =.=!
Today. First period, English. We duno if gt debates then as ytd, we still nid to call her to ask her abt it. So, since she nvr say anything abt she not being in sch, we all tot she in sch. Then khaichong called…
KC: hello mrs albar. We having debates today?
Mrs albar: Oh. Sorry boys. Im not feeling well today, I forget to tell you all. Im going to see a doctor today so im not in sch.
KC: ….
Class: Nice one mdm. =.=
Then gt hist. Wah, Hist now damn fun. Rapid fire round, u versus moot. But today’s highlight wasn’t on tht cause we lack daryl. But then, gt this part. Our group me and zongyang, hongee and liench was doing some random sign and explaination as requested by moot. Then when she say she wan one group go represent idea. Bloody khaichong and some other ppl go shout my name. =.= but she picked liench, which is also my group so same thing. I still think KC fault. Then we just went up and we all let hongyi present. Then moot was like explaining and toking about points via the projector then me and zongyang was at the projector there. Beside it the computer was linked to the projector too.
She was having some slides on Black death on the computer so I started to read the slides one by one. Suddenly gt this part abt this merchant.
Some sad thing he see from ppl having black death
Then he turn and walk away.
Ok, I tot it’s the end sia. Then I go click. Moot was toking abt something. Then suddenly the speakers went ahahahahahahahah chuu. LOL. Then the final line came out on the comp screen, and he sneezed. The class started laughing like siao. Then retarded ppl started shouting, walao zhang wad u doing? *Note, the comp was connected but it wasn’t projecting any image from the comp screen.
Then moot say it was the laughter of black death. Then I say no mdm, it’s the guy sneezing.(accurate version)
Moot: oh really?
Me: -.- (I lie I got money get meh?)
Oh, one more fun thing abt her. Scope’s monkey trial. She suddenly say the scope of scopes.
Class: Wth? What does tht mean mdm?
Moot: It’s a joke. Hurr hurr.
Class: LOL!?! GOOD JOKE MDM GOOD JOKE.
Mdm: It’s a pun! ( xD face)
CLASS: ORH! GOOD PUN GOOD PUN. (hide face and laugh)
ROLMAO man!
Hist rocks. Learning like this is so much more productive. Really.
Then physics prac test.
Oh, I drawing the table. Then I duno if put units in main graph or individual. Then I call sir over
Me: Sir, this one put where? (units)
Gideon Chew: Err. Kant tell u leh.
Me: sir, nvm one lah. This one very minor.
GC: Huh. Where gt, u nvr study for your test ah?
Me: Huh?! I tot I ask u if need study u say dunid.?
GC: … errm. Then wad happened to your graphing skills.
Me: No comments sir.
GC: Lol (walk away).
Gt tht part correct anyway. Just need some recalling of what I did in the past.
Then gt chem. Haha. Chem most funny.
Mr chong said 2 times: Electron loss = oxidation, electron gain = reduction.
Scan the class.
Mr chong: Oi baba not paying attention, tell me wad I just said?
Baba: err?
Mr chong: stand at the back go. Who nxt? Yufei!
Yufei: …
Mr chong: join him! Ruiyi
Ruiyi: Something impt…
Class: hahaha
Mr chong: gogo! Jethro!
Jethro: ok I go stand…
Class: hahaha
Mr chong (shake head) : haix, like tht whole class ltr there liao. Ok, lets ask someone who who has more hope of getting correct. Zhang yue!
Zhang yue: =.= (y me?) …. … … …
Class: wth hahahahahaha!
Mr chong (amused): ok gg liao. LOl. Siqi.
Siqi owned the ques. Lol
So funny. I think I xcluded some ppl in the above list. I think liench is one. Lol
Then assembly le.
Tht one is on ballet. Super boring. Then me and yongxin toking abt the guys muscles and I think khaichong is just looking at the female ballet dancers. I still kant imagine gangyi dancing ballet.Lol
Went out tonight to take photo for IC. Damn sian. Bought a bottle of hairspray after 20min of deciding which one to buy until the shop keeper think I w8ing for chance to shoplift. =.=
Bought the Gatsby Super Hard Set & Keep hairspray. Works wonder tht shyt. =.= so much faster and cleaner than the Gatsby Styling Clay that I bought 1 month ago. That one is damn nice but it dirty your hair = hard to wash. It is also time consuming considering the fact tht I have to clay every single few strands of hair. Usually, when I make a good hairstyle with clay, it takes 30min. ahaha. The spray is 5 min. I put the comb there where I want the shape to be there, then spray spray, and w8 10sec, and take comb away. Omg its there le. xDD. Love Gatsby, especially the clay. I still love the clay lor. Just that tht one hard to use for my sch life.
Haha. Toked so long. My hands thirsty. Lol. Cheers everyone. At least I gt a double digit for Chem test. So close. =.= !

2009-08-15T20:43:00.001+08:00

Nvr update for quite long liao. This few weeks are really damn spam. =.= Like 4 to 5 projects due and 6 to 7 ++ tests. Thks to dmp lor. ( somemore this year so boring dmp stuff…) Dmp take over term 4 then dun wan take over eoy. >< like then I bring notes and maths ws to dmp everyday. Oh w8. There is tuition dmp for weak students I think I just go for all. xD then gt free lessons + can study eoy. So shiok!
I still dun understand y Im posting this when there is so much not tht has to be done. Haix. Im I think hopeless? :<

2009-08-10T20:47:00.000+08:00

Might be moving soon to a new blog address. Erm. More info will be given. Stay tunned for more.

2009-08-08T23:04:00.000+08:00

Lies ~BIG BANG

Romanization

Yuh-ba-sae-yo...
Yuh-ba-sae-yo?

ye,love is pain..
Dedicated to all my broken-hearted people
One's old a flame... just scream my name
And I'm so sick of love songs (yeah)
I hate them damn love songs... moment of ours

(Geo-jis-mar)
Neuj-eun bam bi-ga nae-ryeo-wa neor de-ryeo-wa
Jeoj-eun gi-eog kkeut-e dwi-cheog-yeo na
Neo eobs-i jar sar su iss-da-go
Da-jim hae-bwa-do eo-jjeor su eobs-da-go
Mos-ha-neun sur-do ma-si-go
Sog-ta-neun mam bam-sae chae-wo-bwa-dosirh-eo neo eobs-neun ha-ru-neun gir-eo bir-eo
Je-bar ij-ge hae-dar-ra-go (-geo-jis-mar-i-ya)

Neo eobs-neun nae-gen us-eum-i bo-i-ji anh-a
Nun-mur-jo-cha go-i-ji anh-a
Deo-neun sar-go sip-ji anh-a

Yeah
Yeos-gat-ae
Yeor-bad-ge
Ni saeng-gag-e
Dor-a-beo-rir-geos gat-ae

Bo-go sip-eun-de
Bor su-ga eobs-de
Mo-du kkeut-nass-de
I'll be right here

I'm so sorry but I love you da geo-jis-mar
I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae
I'm so sorry but I love you nar-ka-ro-un mar
Hwas-gim-e na-do mo-reu-ge neor tteo-na-bo-naess-ji-man
I'm so sorry but I love you da geo-jis-mar
I'm so sorry but I love you
I'm so sorry but I love you
(I love you more and more)
I'm so sorry but I love you na-reur tteo-na
Cheon-cheon-hi ij-eo-jur-rae
Nae-ga a-pa-har su iss-ge

Geu-daer wi-hae-seo bur-reo-wass-deon nae mo-deun geor da ba-chin no-rae
(A-ma sa-ram-deur-eun mo-reu-gess-jyo)
Nan hon-ja,, geu a-mu-do a-mu-do mor-rae
(Geu-rae nae-ga haess-deon mar-eun geo-jis-mar)

Hor-ro nam-gyeo-jin oe-tor-i
Geu sog-e he-me-neun nae kkor-i
Ju-meo-ni sog-e kko-gis-kko-gis
Jeob-eo-dun i-byeor-eur hyang-han jjog-ji (hey)
(Neon eo-dis-na-yo neor bu-reu-neun seub-gwan-do)
Nan dar-ra-jir-rae
I-jen da us-eo-neom-gir-ge

I'm so sorry but I love you da geo-jis-mar
I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae
I'm so sorry but I love you nar-ka-ro-un mar
Hwas-gim-e na-do mo-reu-ge neor tteo-na-bo-naess-ji-man
I'm so sorry but I love you da geo-jis-mar
I'm so sorry but I love you
(I love you more and more)
I'm so sorry but I love you na-reur tteo-na
Cheon-cheon-hi ij-eo-jur-rae
Nae-ga a-pa-har su iss-ge

Oh oh oh oh oh
Mo-deun-ge kkum-i-gir
Oh oh oh
I-geos-bakk-e an-doe-neun na-ra-seo

Drop that thing...

A-jig-do neo-reur mos ij-eo
A-ni pyeong-saeng-eur ga-do (yeah)

Jug-eo-seo-kka-ji-do
Nae-ga jun sang-cheo a-mur-eoss-neun-ji
Mi-an-hae a-mu-geos-do
Hae-jun-ge eobs-neun na-ra-seo

I'm so sorry but I love you da geo-jis-mar
I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae
I'm so sorry but I love you nar-ka-ro-un mar
Hwas-gim-e na-do mo-reu-ge neor tteo-na-bo-naess-ji-man
I'm so sorry but I love you da geo-jis-mar (but I love you)
I'm so sorry (so sorry) but I love you
(I love you more and more)
I'm so sorry but I love you na-reur tteo-na
Cheon-cheon-hi ij-eo-jur-rae
Nae-ga a-pa-har su iss-ge

Korean

ye, Love is pain ..
To all my brokenhearted people (come again)
one's old a flame, scream my name
And i'm so sick of love songs
ye, i hate damn love song, memento of ours
거.짓.말

늦은 밤 비가 내려와 널 데려와
젖은 기억 끝에 뒤척여 나
너 없이 잘 살 수 있다고 다짐해봐도 어쩔 수 없다고
못하는 술도 마시고 속타는 맘 밤새 채워봐도
싫어 너 없는 하루는 길어
빌어 제발 잊게 해달라고 (거짓말이야)

너 없는 내겐 웃음이 보이지 않아
눈물조차 고이지 않아 더는 살고 싶지 않아..
엿같애 열받게 니 생각에 돌아버릴것 같애
보고싶은데 볼 수가 없데 모두 끝났데
I'll be right there

I'm so sorry but i love you
다 거짓말이야 몰랐어 이제야 알았어 네가 필요해
I'm so sorry but I love you
날카로운 말 홧김에 나도 모르게 널 떠나보냈지만
I'm so sorry but I love you
다 거짓말 I'm so sorry, but I love you
I'm so sorry but I love you

나를 떠나 천천히 잊어줄래 내가 아파할 수 있게
그댈 위해서 불러왔던 내 모든 걸 다 바친 노래
아마 사람들은 모르겠죠

난 혼자 그 아무도 아무도 몰래
그래 내가 했던 말은 거짓말

홀로 남겨진 외톨이 그 속에 헤메는 내 꼴이
주머니 속에 꼬깃꼬깃 접어둔 이별을 향한 쪽지(hey)
넌 어딨나요 널 부르는 습관도
난 달라질래 이젠 다 웃어넘길게

I'm so sorry but I love you
다 거짓말이야 몰랐어 이제야 알았어 네가 필요해
I'm so sorry but I love you
날카로운 말 홧김에 나도 모르게 널 떠나보냈지만
I'm so sorry but I love you
다 거짓말 I'm so sorry, but I love you
I'm so sorry but I love you
나를 떠나 천천히 잊어줄래 내가 아파할 수 있게

oh oh oh oh oh 모든게 꿈이길
oh oh oh oh oh 이것밖에 안되는 나라서
아직도 너를 못 잊어
아니 평생을 가도 죽어서까지도
내가 준 상처 아물었는지
미안해 아무것도 해준게 없는 나라서

I'm so sorry but I love you
다 거짓말이야 몰랐어 이제야 알았어 네가 필요해
I'm so sorry but I love you
날카로운 말 홧김에 나도 모르게 널 떠나보냈지만
I'm so sorry but I love you
다 거짓말 I'm so sorry, but I love you
I'm so sorry but I love you
나를 떠나 천천히 잊어줄래 내가 아파할 수 있게

English

ye (love is pain) Dedicated to all my brokenhearted-people (come again) one's old a flame ye scream my name
and i'm so sick of love songs ye i hate damn love song memento of ours (lie)

It's raining late at night it brings you here I run at the end of memories
I could live fine without you, even if you beg it will come to no use
I drank the alcohol I couldn't drink, I even drank up the night that burned my heart
I hate it, a day without you is too long, I beg to finally forget about you (It's all lies)

Without you, I have no smiles/No tears well up
I don't want to live anymore

You're like a It makes me mad I think I'm going insane at the thought of you
I want to see you, but they say I can't, it's all over, I'll be right there

i'm so sorry but i love you it's all lies/I didn't know, but now I do, I need you
i'm so sorry but i love you sharp words on a whim I didn't even know, I sent you off
i'm so sorry but i love you it's all lies i'm so sorry but i love you
i'm so sorry but i love you leave me and could you forget me slowly so I can hurt

That song I sang you that I put everything into ( People probably don't know)
By myself, so that nobody else knows (Yeah, the words that I said were all lies)

Now I'm being left alone, the sight of me not knowing what to do

The crinkled note in my pocket, that told of seperation, that I have folded (hey, hey)
( Where are you, that habit of mine of calling you)
I want to change, I want to laugh it all off now

i'm so sorry but i love you it's all lies/I didn't know, but now I do, I need you
i'm so sorry but i love you sharp words on a whim I didn't even know, I sent you off
i'm so sorry but i love you it's all lies i'm so sorry but i love you
i'm so sorry but i love you leave me and could you forget me slowly so I can hurt

oh oh oh oh oh for everything to be a dream oh oh oh oh oh because I'm nothing more than this

I still can't forget you. Even if it takes forever, even until I die.

I wonder if that hurt I gave you has healed, I'm sorry because I didn't do anything for you

i'm so sorry but i love you it's all lies/I didn't know, but now I do, I need you
i'm so sorry but i love you sharp words on a whim I didn't even know, I sent you off
i'm so sorry but i love you it's all lies i'm so sorry but i love you
i'm so sorry but i love you leave me and could you forget me slowly so I can hurt

All these are not by me. They are rips off the net for both people's and my convinence sake. But im learning korean now and hopefully i can make my own romanizations, korean texts and english texts. Wish me luck! :))

2009-08-08T12:05:00.000+08:00

I really want to take a break. Mayb fly to California for one week and back. Just one week. But cannot. Cause of the project and homework spam. Haiz tired. Pls. I want to sleep. T.T

돌아보지말고 떠나가라 또 나를 찾지말고 살아가라
너를 사랑했기에 후회없기에 좋았던 기억만 가져가라
그럭저럭 참아볼만해 그럭저럭 견뎌낼만해
넌 그럴수록 행복해야돼 하루하루 무뎌져가네
Oh girl, I cry cry, You're my all, say goodbye bye
Oh my love, don't lie lie, You're my heart, say goodbye.

2009-08-05T21:42:00.000+08:00

4days since last post? Im really busy. Anw, I think I mite b changing this into something like erm, a personal diary? Lol. Cause Im scared that ppl will b bored to death… I was wondering today in sch. What happen if LMC is not coming In for bio today? Its kind of random but It was a really fun thinking process. This is how it goes. Erm. Here.
If LMC is here, it would b a great session to suan her.
But if she is here, I kant sleep.
However, if she is here, then I can get back my Bio assignment grade. (which she didn’t give anw =.=)
Then I went on to think : If she is not here, I wont get it back(^^) cause I think that one is a screwed up grade. =.=
Then she came in. And I was partially asleep thinking abt yes and nos. Then wee knock me like nuts saying LMC here liao. Then I like wtf then stand up and shouted Hello Mdm! Then she was like LOL? Really gt the LOL face. Then some more something more stupid happened at end of lesson.
I was stretching my back on the chair and like yawned? Or wadeva its called when u stretch and release the tension in the muscles. Then she say eh whos tht. Thn I like oh, its me-.- then I shouted Srry mdm. Then she rmbed I nvr hand up my bio ws then she ask me go hand up. Then I went up there, she asked me, “y u “yawn” so loud?” then I say backpain.
LMC: Aiyo, so young backpain ah?
Me : No lah. Injured… daryl also gt.
Daryl: mine ok liao! :DD (suan me D:)
LMC: (LOL look again)
Me : Fck sia! Damn pain. (=.=)
Im in front of her. Less than one meter… Win liao! She gave me a wtf look now. Haha. Then daryl’s mouth was like open. Then marcus and rui started laughing like mad. Then I like: oh shyt , faster zhao… so I zhao back lor. When I half way, she suddenly asked, “zeqing, wad did u say?” (Lol and puzzled face) =.= phailphailphail. I wonder if she is joking or wad. I hope no teacher is reading this. =_= !!
Dun wan get screwed back in sch. My back hurts like (no such word in dictionary)... D: and the worse thing is Idk how I injured it… =.= my life is nearly 100% screwed.

2009-08-01T21:42:00.000+08:00

I dunnoe wad i shud say abt myself. Im like so fail damn. There is freaking hist cct on nxt mon and i spend a whole afternoon playing bball?! Then i still planning my activities tmr. My grades gona drop like **** nice. And y im i like so not worried? Damn must be so slack because last time i slack too much. Oh wad kind of reasoning is tht...

2009-07-28T17:09:00.002+08:00

Wth. So much tests. Im totally stressed like nuts. And some more i screwed up my maths test wth. Damn. I really angry with myself. Currently suffering from quite a severe headache cause lack of sleep. Nvm, tomorrow's mass lecture i shall spend some time sleeping. My phone now got probs. Either the music key wont work or the red button wont work or the green button wont work... however can still use. =.= no time sent it for repair. I wanted to change back to my N81 for some time first but after changing back i see then sian diao. lol. Cause i kant even put in half my songs and no contacts in tht phone too. Sian.

Im like gona faint now... I think i mite have kena h1n1.. i see how if gt fever... pain pain pain... =) power of 3. lol.... Cheers.

2009-07-23T17:41:00.002+08:00

There is this new idea here on erm. If i can breed a tiger that is vegetarian. Its like LOL! But its very interesting. Darwin mentioned evolution and nature's selection. This means that strong traits will be passed on and also those who can adapt can live. Moot gave us an example that these birds here on this island eat certain fish. So if the fish are all gone, they will adapt to eating worms and only those who can do it will survive and their beak will grow and change to suit pecking of worms. In this case, it is logical to say that if a tiger is not exposed to meat but only veges for a long time, it mite just turn herbivorous. =D maybe then i will win a Nobel prize or something. Haha

That was history lesson. Now history lesson is really fun. Really. After they decide that history can be removed from gpa, we all went crazy and history from boring period become really "fun". There is singing here and there, dancing chatting, doing chinese, maths and other hw. Everything. And of course, our dear moot desperately trying to teach. But i think i learn more this way actually... Cause last time i always like falling asleep. Now more alive. xD

Then today gt chem remedial. I went to have my remedial for mole concept. Lucky Mr chong wanted me cause he was pisst tht i keep saying i die le when he know i wont... i have been saying i die for chem for the whole year this year and in the end my gpa is still like 3.6 - 4.0 for chem... But mole i really cmi. Nid to chiong abit. Maths also.. aiyo. GG quad functions. Thks to Wee that i at least learnt something today. Vieta's theorem is easy and i understood how to do thks to Ruo yu. Thank you all of you ppl who helped me in my sch work cause i wasnt paying attention in class. Srsly. Thks! Cheers! happy mugging. =))

2009-07-22T15:05:00.002+08:00

I nvr felt so tired b4. Really...

2009-07-20T23:40:00.002+08:00

I was looking at the sky this afternoon. I never realise that the sky is so blue. I suddenly learnt to appreciate what's around me. The trees, the plants and everything.

It seems like, the feelings just naturally came to me. I didn’t really try to evoke this feelings but it just came. Its like when I saw the dead rose outside my block 2 days ago. I suddenly felt sorry for the flower and anger to whoever did that to the rose.

Maybe its some passages I read from a particular magazine? Some of which really touched me a lot. There was this story about this father who is actually not the biological father and he worked really hard to earn money to cure his “child’s” cripple. So one day, the father decided to hurt himself to get money to pay for the child’s medical bills. He let himself drop from a construction site and thus requested money for his injury which is the money he wanted to get to pay for the bills. However, the company rejected to give the money to the son but just to the father. Then the father told him the truth and the boss and staff were all very touched (and so im i) and they decided to help both the father and son.

The same story lingered in my mind so long so long…

2009-07-16T20:55:00.003+08:00

I wonder y im blogging everyday. Maybe i got nothing to do? I hate my life. So freaking boring. Tmr will be founder's day celebration. Wth. 2hours sitting in AHH listening to ppl tok. Boring~~ =.=

How i envy those who kena cold and not h1n1 then still gt 7days mc... Ok lah, but elearning also very spam. Sian, a blog is like a dog. U nid to "feed" it everyday, if not it will die. Nothing to write today apart that albar is back... Jedism rocks. Yea. w/e.

Just realized im being super random up there. Jumping from one topic to another. No choice lah. I really dk wad to write then i think of wad i pen down lor. Anw, BigBang is like OMG OWN! <3

2009-07-15T14:58:00.002+08:00

Apples oranges and pineapples. These are going to be my lunch in a week's time? Yea. I will bring an apple to sch everyday. (:

Today was the most slack sch day in the whole of this year. We r supposed to have only one lesson... Maths teacher away, hist combined class cancelled, Re cancelled, eng teacher sick. Then only left philo which is also damn slack cause we supposed to go com lab to do work but we being the quarantined ones, are not allowed to do so. Then we wasted 30min of philo talking crap and listening to music. But the sad thing is that physics teacher came in for eng lesson then teach until 12... if not we going home at 10.30. And first period is maths, if he come in we go home at 9.50. And if he dun come, then philo push forward then we go home at 8.50. Sianz. Today super slack. and i tot i lost my headphones cause i only found one set left then was like omg! Where did my other headphone go? then i search and finally found it. Someone left my second headphones in my pocket tht i put all the deos and stuff. Lol.

I bring 2 headphones cause 1 is bluetooth and if no batt then i use the wired one instead. Im a music freak so i cant really survive without music. SuJu foreva. Dbsk Rocks. And BigBang FTW. Cheers.

2009-07-14T15:08:00.003+08:00

I really dk wad to write here. There is nothing about my life. So boring. So i will just be complaining why the school off the air con in our holding classroom. Sian. 7 ppl went lan on last fri and kena flu. Dk if h1n1 but the doctors also dun care liao. Just give u medicine and mc go home rest. =.=

Then our class has to be quarantined in a holding classroom on the 7th floor. Srsly can see nobody de... Somemore no aircon. Ytd was like hell... Its !@#$% hot inside the classroom. And the classroom seems to have an incubating effect on us and also really like a box.... Its like the outside is even cooler then the class itself.

2009-07-12T19:57:00.004+08:00

Decided not to continue from previous post. Sometimes, things are always confusing. Like i mean, if you want it but u kant get it. U will desire to know what went wrong and how. I mean. Its like mm, where can i do better? And after that i concluded, these ques cannot be answered by mere thinking. It can only be attained via after trying and failing once and again. Every thing in life work based on this simple principle. No one is very perfect in anything and even when someone has the talents, a person who is more hardworking can still beat him to it. So, i will do my best and not give up. :)

Life goes on. And on. And yea. Im like tired after all the work and sports. Suddenly felt so light and stressed free. So, everyone. Just do whatever you feel like doing, and release all the emotions within you. You will feel so free and yeah! Its such a good feeling.

Homework is still like hell. Week 4 will b Chem spam week. Like 2 chem lessons one is open book test, the other is lab test on titration. Haix. Then week 4 first lesson nid hand up chem assignment. Then week 5 gt math cct. then week 4 monday gt chinese duzi test. OMGOMGOMG! Die...

Nvm. I noe i poor thing. But everyone also like this de i think. :D so cheer up! <3

2009-07-08T17:39:00.002+08:00

Ok. I read some random blogs and i dont think it is really blogs. It is always the same thing. Like, OMG, i went to school, i meet my frens, we eat chicken rice, the teacher give me zero for maths and i went home eat pasta and i sleep. Nxt day, same thing. I mean, whats the point if you are to say everything fun and not talk more abt anything?!Like this history and english essay cfm gg le. Thank goodness i dont talk abt my boring life cause i noe its boring and RI life is nvr, *note* NVR fun. Its really the same everyday. Really. Haiz. To be continued...

2009-07-07T22:13:00.002+08:00

In this current world, so many weird things happen everyday. Just like today. I was out of the MRT today with my fren then i kicked a 2dollar note. I was like mmm, my lucky day but i did not pick it up. 2 reasons. 1stly, i understand tht the money does not belong to me and i have no urgent need for the money so i shall just let it be there and hope someone who really nids it finds it. 2ndly, it would be nice for someone else to kick it too and think its their lucky day too. Its a chain reaction; it makes ppl happy.

No one in the world is perfect. Even to the Greeks, their gods were fallible. So i do not understand those who call themselves perfectionists. Is it really their life to make things so perfect? So, I wonder if someone puts a dot to their work, will they scream in their face for screwing up their work? Its a question mark here. For me, all it matters is that i put in my best and sometimes, life is just like maths. What you input could be the same and during the calculation process there mite be or mite not be mistakes. So you mite just get what you deserved from the input if nothing happen in between or you mite get some undesired results if some thing went wrong.

Its also the same like Toto. You put in big, you win big; you put in small, you win less. Life is all the same. Its fair yet never fair. To some, simple life is yet much more fulfilling and appealing to them then a luxurious life having to bother with the house, the car and the money and everything. Just live a easy life. Make full and good use of it and it will be best. Cheers.! :)

To the someone, I still wont give up. I swear! :))

2009-07-06T16:04:00.003+08:00

Today is Youth Day. First time in my life that i left so bored. Ok, not bored but stressed out until i dun feel like doing anything. Started out in the morning reading a boring book and then went to study physics. Omg. Its like hell. Shyt. Sucks the bloody life out of me. Went to OMy to look around. Nothing interesting so i went back to youtube, heard a ownage guitar piece and i tok to some ppl on msn. Then im here dk wad to do and writing a blog post.

ok. Let me tok abt something more interesting. Erm. Ok. Wad i have seen in the past 2 days, there is this very interesting question.

Do you want the ability to rewind time or the ability to see the future? Ok, so as to continue, from where i left it tyd. Some ppl say its better to have the ability to rewind time because if u can rewind time then there is no nid to see the future as you can always rewind back in time to choose the right or better option. But some ppl say see the future better cause if can see future then can avoid those wrong path and choose the correct one so why want to rewind time. But kant these freaking idiots see that the 2 are actually the same thing?! I wonder what's wrong with this ppl.

To someone. It is you im out to get. And once i set my target, i will not lose to win your heart. Cheers. ^^

2009-07-01T22:58:00.002+08:00

Ok. After so long, I finally decided to post something? After so many ppl bugging me like wth, u nvr update your blog one. So i apologise to those ppl who have been visiting and seen the same dota screen for the past one month? or more. Haha. I really want to give up sometimes. But its just to early. Yea, too early, i didn't even try. I give up on everything last time. Im not about to give up again.

If life is like lollipops then b it, and if it gona be like lemons then so b it too. Life is never fair, i concluded. I sat under this very apple tree that sir Issac newton sat(which is most probably NVR true as it is or i believed that he was justing randoming around and watching apples drop when he gt the idea and some ppl crapped up some story on how an apple drop and on his head and blah!). Ok, so back to MY story, i was under this apple tree. I waited so long for an apple to drop but it nvr came. So i concluded life is unfair. Why an apple dropped on Sir Issac Newtons head but it nvr drop on mine? BlehBleh. Unfair~~.

Its 2307 now and im still writing this thing, and just to be random, we all love homework dont we? Its just that doing it is what we hate. Haha. Shyt. I just realized that i gt very high when i see blank paper. It makes me want to doodle. I filled one whole waste paper basket last week with random doodling. then my mum nag at me for wasting paper. No inspirations, how sad. Nothing much worth to draw. Maybe i shud just draw my printer, my scanner or my pen or pencil? But after i finish, it all seems pointless. What m i trying to achieve drawing this? then i emo and crush the paper. I keep telling myself. Dun waste paper. But i CMI, so i shall continue to waste paper. In 10years time, massive deforestation mite b linked to me cause i waste too much white blank paper. I simply kant stand drawing on recycled paper i also dk y...

Maybe cause my fav colour is panda colour and mostly white because i like to be clean?

And OMG! I want a powerBaLL! I really want a powerball. Who want to order with me? Ordering 5 or more get 10% discount then 10 or more is 15%. POWER BALL SOB. Sad my bday over if not i get my parents get me powerball. Nvm, i can w8 till Christmas or maybe i go order after i find out who interested. Ok. for ppl who are clueless abt powerball, It just a ball that grants Sven's God str after u spam it. It does not use battery but instead power on some chim physics stuff that has to do with space training and the NASA. Say wad u swing more get more heavy. Ok, basically, it has the same concept as a the train wrist str torch. U spam press, the kinetic enegry will be converted into electric energy for the thing to get heavier or something...

Yawnz. Damn tired. I dont believe i babbled this long. Anw, shenqin's bro is very pro... So cheers.! have a fun time randoming.! ! ! !

2009-05-24T12:07:00.004+08:00

Lol. As many people requested as they thought the blog is dying, im back to post... Recently im

very very busy so i got no mood to do any work or write any blog post. Haix. Life is hard man. Nid to prac some 沙迪尔传奇. Such a long song wth.

Let me talk about something. W8 i going dota. Continue ltr.

Let me continue from here. After some intense dota games. I won all. Thankfully. Im usually quite ownage in most of the games except one which is lycan, not very imba but very important in early game but late game keep dying... Some photos of my troll and LOA and 2 lycans. The 2 lycan is not today one but last time game. Today my lycan is not very pro.

Lol. This is the oldest lycan. No personal preference for lycan. I just randomed it. xD. Im

naturally the first in the ranking in this game... There is a heart back home already, so it will be vladimir, threads, bfury, heart and hyperstone.

This is another of my lycan, as i said, not today one. Yea. Today one not very pro so no screenshots. Lol. This one i ranked 3rd among the 10 ppl. But still not bad, the score ranking still quite close. Oh, and the bKb recipe is in base too.

This one played ytd. Super fun this game. Go in chiong like mad and ownnn! Yeah! Troll is still fun without the bashers and bfly. So, actually idk why i buy hammer so dun ask me lol. I noe there is an orby there and maim will overwrite the thunder... But its still pro. Anw this one i ranked first. With highest lvl, best items with most kills. Troll is damn prol.

My most recent abaddon. Or LOA. I was owning but i couldn't complete the game cause i gtg. Lol. But at least when i leave tht time, im still ranked first. I killed to a MegakIll early game, and i got my bfury when i was lvl 8. The Anti mage sure noe how to feed me. Lvl 2 let me draw first blood... Then late game all this imba items and a unstoppable streak. I went in once and make a triple kill thanks to my ulti. xD Love the bloody Ulti man. So gay. Esp when a razor on first skill and zap me like nuts.

Yeah. Thats about dota. Its also quite late and i shall post next time, Ltr! Cheers!!//

2009-05-06T22:02:00.003+08:00

So many days never post... no time to post.

Wadeva, so lets dont tok abt the past, discuss the present and predict the future. ^^

Today is Learning Journey Day! Sounds fun. But actually no. =.=

Ok lah. Its quite fun after all but its all history and im not a great fan of history or anything so i wont say its like OMG ITS DAMN FUN!... We went to Labrador Battery and Memorial Old Ford Factory. Labrador Battery is just as what the name suggests battery at Labrador. Battery is just a set of guns. Lol. Of course there is really no real guns there. And the sea view was now covered by trees. Memorial Old Ford is where General Percival surrendered Singapore to Japanese. Of course both of them are about WW2. And what i think is that the sec 2 shud be going for this learning journey instead because we alrdy learnt WW2 last year and sec 2 is learning this year.

At Labrador park there, got some very funny stuff happen. I shall disclose it tomorrow. Since I'm too tired today.

2009-05-03T15:19:00.004+08:00

Yeah, with the stupid history essay around, im surprised that i have free time to draw... and after drawing, posting it on my blog and deviantart. lol. for anyone who want to find me on deviant, go find a guy called yupiee. lol. Today one is not very good. Or badly done, cause i have only like 20min to draw so it looks like crap. I will upload it anyway. I dun think i will have time, but i definitely will redraw this one, I will make sure it looks like something.

The eyes. I noe... its not proportionate. and the hair make him look fat. I shud scale down by drawing the face slimmer then the whole head longer and sharper. mmm. The mouth a bit to outstanding, too dark. Shadings are bad cause i use the same pencil for all the different colour shading. Guess i have to get few boxes of different pencils. Some 2b 4b or something like tht. If not the shadings will always be very ugly. Any CONSTRUCTIVE comments pls post on my cbox. Thks. :) Cheers!!//

2009-05-02T15:19:00.003+08:00

Oh. As I have claimed quite long ago. Im going to do some drawing. I of course have the time to do but that really depends if i wan to play com. I sacrificed 30min of com game ytd and i drew a picture.

Yeah, this is the pic. No very good. Its from Full Metal Alchemist. Edward Elric. Ok. Maybe doesn't really look like him, so... I nid comments on how to draw better. Pls give constructive comments and not those like "hey, u suck!" Comments can be posted on my cbox. I will strive to draw better quality manga. So i would nid all your support! Haha, jkingjking. Anyway. Thts abt it for the pic.

Now is time for CO! Today have party. Potluck party. So much stuff was there. I ate not much, ok, few cups of coke, one muffin, and a prata. Around this. And some random assortments of chips. Then we play bball. Bball was fun and of course our side won. Lol. Our side always wins. Then we go play chinese chess. Wahkaka. I gt pwned like nuts. So emo... I lost every game i played. Ok, some pro guy called lingeng(hope i spelt correctly) helped me with one and it became a draw. Haha. Yeah back home and now posting. xDD CheeRs!!!!!!?/??/?

2009-04-30T22:00:00.002+08:00

Today sucks. So RI like. Firstly today gt Bio lab test. It is ok, a test but actually all of us including the teacher was cheating. Even the bio teacher tell us if the ans we gt was right or wrong. Rolfmao. The lab was easy, its about enzymes! Yeah! Enzymes nid activation energy in order to work and if the temperature is too low then the reaction rate will be slower then and temp increase, the reaction rate also increase. The enzymes will be destroyed or denatured after hitting its optimum temperature and the active sites will no longer be working. Ya that's all it test and then gt a stupid experiment on how the temperature affects to prove the hypothesis. Its altogether screwed up...

Oh, then is the stupid part. After school i gt erhu private lesson with shen lao shi then after that at school we gt performance. Actually its all the musical groups perform. So i must chiong to shen qin house then chiong back to school. Ppl muz have thought I'm crazy running through the streets with an erhu on my hands and music scores on the other. Its like so embarrassing... The performance was quite good for ours. And i FREAKING think that RISE should get a Gold With Honours! They are so freaking pro... And RGSE also Gold only. Had the global recession affected the judges in giving us a gold or RISE a GWH or maybe RGSE also? RIGE is also not bad n i think that they might as well just get a GWH too. RIMB abit the ok lah, we shouldn't be that bad. Overall is still good for them... We gt Raffles Voices left nvr say. While, i dun think they are GWH yet but they certainly deserve their gold.

Oh yea. And whatever, another maths quiz for those interested. This is given by my maths teacher.

Tom said to Jack and Jill, "I have 2 single digit positive integers which are not zero in my mind now and i will tell you their product and sum respectively." Then he told Jack the product and Jill the sum. Jack and Jill both do not know the 2 single digit numbers. Jack also duno what number Tom gave Jill and vise versa.

Jack say, "Idk what the 2 numbers are."

Jill say, "Idk what the 2 numbers are."

Jack say, "Idk what the 2 numbers are."

Jill say, "Idk what the 2 numbers are."

Jack say, "Idk what the 2 numbers are."

Jill say, "Idk what the 2 numbers are."

Jack say, "Idk what the 2 numbers are."

Jill say, "Idk what the 2 numbers are."

Jack say, "OMFG!! I know what are the 2 numbers!"

Ok, now you will find out what are the 2 numbers. xD (Note: I have done it correctly and there is 100% nothing wrong with the question) Have fun thinking! Cheers!//

2009-04-28T21:21:00.004+08:00

Ok. One thing. I feel like drawing again.

Apart from random shyt doodling i haven't really sat down to draw anything, be it still life or manga. So, probably i shud just continue?

And if i gona continue then I'm making sure i can make something out of it and not just end up as random doodles again. So for that, i will be uploading my drawings to my blog and my deviant art account (do not have one at the moment, will make one once i started to draw or completed my first piece). And based on the rating from ppl, i will work harder than i will see if i can send to the 联合早报the Wednesday paper comics section.

Kupo. So long since i last used kupo. QWERTY, yes we all love QWERTY don't we? QWERTY is simply in our daily life. Hope QWERTY means something to you. Ok, this is really really random...

Idk what to post. Nothing interesting apart that i joined plurk and i found plurk both fun and stupid?? Oh, one more thing, for ppl who want to noe, I'm not going for OIP this year so quit asking me, yeah? Thks.

Just a question here.

Jack has infinite amount of toys. He is going to label the toys with stickers ranging from 0 to 9, meaning he is going to paste 1 on the first toy 1,0,0 on the 100th toy and 3,2 on the 32nd toy. Assuming that he has 100^100 stickers of each number, calculate x if x is the amount of toys he had successfully labeled before he ran out of any number for the next toy which is (x+1).

Have fun calculating, its not hard neither is it very easy, it just takes time. Cheers!//

2009-04-25T21:45:00.002+08:00

Today got no CO. cool!~lol. Actually, its really nice to be able to sleep until like 9 in morning when u usually need to be at cca at that exact same time. This morning i did nothing fruitful, in fact, the whole day today i did not do anything at all. i simply waste my time walking in and out, reading Macbeth and reading on a new computer virus.

I want to play an guitar...so hard trying to persuade my parents to get me one... but i already learning one instrument called an erhu with a teacher and piano on my own so my parents dun wan let me learn more T.T haix. Guitar is so cool lor. I wish i can play canon rock on it. I promise that will be my first song that i will ever play when i get my first electric guitar after being able to learn how to play an acoustic (that's if my parents allow me to get an acoustic first.x)

Im dead tired. Tmr still nid prepare for bio test... Bio is one subject i cannot afford to screw up. Its only 77% and if i screw it more, i will nvr get my 4.0! No! Chem and physics is so easy can get 4.0 100% one. Bio sucks. Yes, bio sucks big time. And i wonder how labels work... SO im gona try. xP CheerSX!!!//

2009-04-24T21:58:00.002+08:00

Today is damn fail, i screwed up my 2.4km run! sobz. I could get a 10 or 11++ but i only got a 12.14. All thks to syf and tht bloody leather shoes... after wearing that shoe for syf, i got some stupid blister then still nid to run wtf. The blister burst at the second round, f-ing pain. But still i had to run cause i dun wan my friends to laugh at me. xD so i ran and gt this stupid timing. However, im going for retest on week 9. 4 more weeks to go, should be okay then.

Then got CLE, character leadership learning. Its boring. Today's topic was leadership and inspiring others? Ugh. 1 week ago was fun topic, BGR. Everyone so excited. Roflmao. Now everyone half sleeping. But at least we watched Anna and the King lol. The movie at the back is damn funny. I shud not be a spoiler, those who want go watch it yourself.

After that is Chinese. Chinese is damn shiok today. Its a free period. Our chinese teacher decided to pon our lesson. Lol. Then we all play soccer and random shyt in class until math. Math is err. Nothing to say? always the same. stupid, hardcore, dry and epic sianz. Luckily, tmr no more CO! Phew, although results wasn't very good but we will still enjoy the break! xP

Cheers!!!//

2009-04-22T21:24:00.002+08:00

The previous post can be considered as ytd's post.

Anw, today. A lot of things happened. In school, as i predicted we gt suaned by ppl. Only ppl who kept quiet still was band ppl cause they also silver rofl. But many ppl quite nice nvr go laugh as us but cheer us up instead. Then today give back physics test paper. Something super funny happened. 2 negatives make one positive huh? Thts 100% correct.

The test paper is on lights one. Then the equation for calculating magnification was M=v/u. But i put wrong >> M=u/v. M=3. But the thing is that i made another mistake, which i times wrongly then i ended up with 3u=v by accident. Its like oh no! 2 mistakes! its end of the world! But wait, the second mistake actually help me get back to the correct working step. So i got the correct ans in the end. And teacher nvr minus mark, he say ok. MR.GCO ROCKS! xD, Hongee made the same first mistake but he didn't make the second mistake(or unknown correction)...

Lol. Overall, today is still quite a fun day? At least im feeling better now. Cheer up everyone!//

2009-04-22T18:04:00.002+08:00

Life is so unfair. Sometimes things just don't turn out the way you want it to be, no matter how hard you try or how hard you hope for it. It just isn't there. If what you want isn't realistic then thts like err... no comments? but when something is just there and you know u deserves it but you didn't get it. The pain is unbearable.

RICO technically the GOLD co did not get a GOLD in syf this year. Y? Is it because we suck? No. Is it because we just cmi for one reason or another? No! This is utterly rubbish, unfair, and totally ridiculous! You know your standards is there, you know u can make it, but somehow, things turn out the way you doesn't want it to turn out to be...

However, we are not depressed. We agree that we do not suck. And its not just what a few judges personal opinions could determined what type of CO we are. We are just what we are, what we believe ourselves to be. So what if i go around saying RICO is a gold co? You can say no for all i care, but you cannot change the fact that our skills are matched to being one gold co. I have nothing more to say. Just rmb, nvr judge a book by its cover, nor by readers comments. Read it yourself, savour it and understand it, and you will understand the what the book really is.

2009-04-20T21:04:00.003+08:00

RICO SYF 09 is tomorrow. In other words, tomorrow is RICO's big day. This is really fun and exciting as this is my first time performing in SYF and it might well be my last. Haiz. Its getting really pressurising esp when its getting closer and closer to the date. this morning was actually ok but now is like really freaked out.

Ok, here i wont tok anymore. and i will pray hard we will get wad we wan or better tomorrow. I will post the results on my blog tmr? or wed. Depending if i have time. Hope for the best as always! RICO SYF 09 冲刺！Just TMR! Cheers!!!!//

2009-04-18T21:52:00.004+08:00

This song is so COOL and NICE. Love it. 《蒲公英的约定》in 二胡。Its the song in 不能说的秘密 by Jay Chou. It is supposed to be in piano? or violin? i dun rmb. But all i noe, i play an erhu and i like is this music in erhu. The 音色 is superb and its vibrato is really nice. And also, the 滑音 is pro too. Is not the kind qihang have, the thick and 浓滑音, but rather the smooth type. And his 换弓 also very pro, kanot hear it one.

Also, its my birthday today! Yeah! But still, i still had no fun on my birthday. Its super boring. The whole day is packed. The only fun part today was playing basketball after my cca ended. Damn sian today, cca timing from 7.45am to 11am. But today gt ORA then the things there is damn ex. One small muffin my fren buy 1.50. lol! Nvm. I nvr bought it anw. I wanted to get something like a rose or something but i think i get ltr i duno who to give then buy rose for nothing. :P but the rose is realli pretty. I also wanted to get a bookmark, lol. I nid a bookmark as my previous one was like accidentally drop it with a book to the national lib. Roflmao.

Learning jap and korean now. Its really tiring to learn 4 languages, 3 sciences, history, erhu, informatics, some piano(just started) and my previous reading time. So, back to birthday, there was no celebration unless u call getting a cake w/o lighting any candles celebration lol. But nvm, i dun really mind. What i really mind is that i grow older and hopefully more mature. 3 days to SYF! Jiayou everyone! Cheers!//

2009-04-16T22:35:00.002+08:00

Yucks. RI life is always the same. No life. I wonder how I went past my past 2 years and i also wonder how to live on for the next one and a half years. Haix. Life sucks man. Especially now is SYF. SYF everyday CO, CO here CO there. Then go home chiong hw and mug tests. Always nid to mug until late night. Then nxt morning wake up at 6. Around 5 to 6 hours of sleep everyday! Head spinning! lol~~

I now thinking i might be crazy. I still have so much work to do and yet im online here writing a blog post. I myself is speechless. If there is a record on who can waste the most time, i think it would be me. xD

Chinese was fun and special today. Teacher cannot talk cause gt sore throat. haha. then he type on MS word for lesson. Then the class very quiet today also cause teacher is sick. So rare sight, especially for chinese. Then we gt this 课文, its called 论自制力. Bullshyt story. In this story, there are 3 parts that contradicts each other and i was reading like huh. Lol. Dun believe u go read yourself. From sec3 高级华文上page 54 or 55.

Ohno! Its 11 liao. Still gt some chem ws nvr do. And tmr kailun still wan tok 30min!

Anw, RICO SYF 09 5days left. 冲刺！Cheers!!//

2009-04-14T22:13:00.002+08:00

Kupo! Today chemistry is damn fun! Got a mock test on formulae and equations and balancing of chemical equations. Quite easy actually, just that im abit slow. I might need 2 to 3 min to balance a complex chemical equation but easy ones should

be in seconds. Anw, this all comes back to maths or what Mr Gee always say abt the fundamental of algebra is to balance the 2 sides. Yeah, today is

the onli day that does not have CO cause there are ppl having 3rd lang. I dun take third lang, but i deeply regretted it... I SHUD have taken JAP! sian, now i muz learn by myself from websites slowly bit by bit and screwing up all my grammar xD. 7 more days to RICO SYF. My evil friend from band curse me and said,"You all CO, ltr get CO-P ar!" See, my friend freaking sore lo

ser. No lah, i dun so bad, ltr he cry lol.

His just emo? Ok, not emo, its just that he is bloody too free after his S

YF... i was looking at the sky just now and i suddenly felt sad... Duno y, dunt ask me. I just rmbed tht its the same sky we are looking at everyday, but somehow, at every different angle you look at it, its something different> Maybe this translate into life too, every bodies views and perspectives matters and it's this views and perspectives

that shapes the society. People who do not have their own point of view on matters are equal to dead. Whats the point of living when you do not even think for yourself.

Ok. Enof on that, i getting abit tensed. Relax. =.=

Let me explain to you on some cool games that im currently playing.

DOTA (like durr)

This game is basically 10players split into teams of 5 then you go berserk and whack the daylight out of your opponent. Sometimes if you keep dying and not killing or assisting, ppl call u a noob and tell u go play ai. Lucky i not tht type, i usually the type

go in help then ppl say n1 after we made kills. Actually that one also depend on what teammates i get, if i get noob teammates, like a lion who pumps sheep at lvl one... and sheep ppl immediately when he see them. I lane with him or team with him is playing 3.5 vs 5. Cause he not contributing so not player then he feed opponent gold by dying -0.5. Do your maths and you get 3.5. This kind of game usually lose.

Next, we have Red Alert 3.

For this game, you are suppose to build a base from a construction yard and train units and tanks to kill opponents. I haven't been going online to play cause im not yet pro in this game so i dun wan go and get pwned then called noob... There is also a campaign mode for you to play. You can play that with a fren too. Basically, there is a function called co-op where u and your fren is linked via internet to play. I try to get some of my frens to play with me nxt time. xD

Nxt up, Guitar Hero 3

This game is just like all the rhythm games. U are suppose to catch the note and press it on time when it falls down from the middle of the screen for this one. The harder the difficulty u play, the faster the notes fall and the amount of notes increase too. However this game is a bit different from the rest, its guitar and thus, u not onli nid to press the correct notes but u must also strum to make it count. So basically, its using 2 hands, one for the note and another for the timing for the strum. Cool isn't it? But, its not as easy as u thinks, its a hell lot harder.

So tired after giving so much boring intro to games. If u wan to play this games. Pls buy them, do not pirate them thks. Anti-piracy is the way to go yeah!

RICO SYF 09 7days 冲刺~! Cheers!//

2009-04-13T21:59:00.002+08:00

Kupo! My chinese typing software is up!

今天上了很多无聊的课，真不知从何说起。就从早上的HIST 开始吧。 HIST 课时，老师边放影片边罗里吧说的说个不停。正不愧是Mrs Ang，好像除了MsLSH，她是最强的。哈哈，大华文好麻烦，好像不太适应，但是还是过得去。之后是er华文？华文很是无聊，基本上要懂得我都懂，好像是听了没听一样。那时我真是昏昏欲睡……

数学也是一样包括Physics 在内，无聊之极！好像先在打这个也有点无聊……

Changing back to English cause i got no more time and patience to type chinese. Then gt CO, CO is fun. Sng Zheng gt headache then still shouting at us keep quite. Then we all muz shake our head and play like so emo. Enriching after all. Omg, 8 days of intense prac... but i think shud b ok. And also, Qihang SUCKS! He is so freaking noisy and retarded in dazu, making all random and funny jokes which make me and ppl laugh. In the end we all gt scolded by yiheng. tsktsk. Haix. Ok lah, I dun b so mean. Qihang is funny lah, he do bring "joy", but always at wrong time. If he can dun be so erm......, he will be liked better. Nothing much lor. Except maybe getting full marks for physics test? lol!

Prac prac prac mre! RICO 8 days. 冲刺！>>> Cheers!//

2009-04-12T22:18:00.002+08:00

Yeah! Just got my new com. Its not that pro but good enof for me to do my work. Intel Quad Core Q8300 2.53ghz, nVIDIA GT120 1gb dedicated ram, 3gb ram(upgrading to 4soon),5.4 rating out of 5.9! While, nothing much this 2 days just doing hw. Now is dark so dun wan take photo of my com. But maybe i will upload some pictures the nxt time. Cheers!//

2009-04-10T21:47:00.007+08:00

Went to the super big COURTS at Tampines to look for a suitable com as my previous one is a bit the screwed. There are alot of com there. Very cool looking ones some of them. The 1.7k one is damn cool but i dun wan spend so much money cause i getting another com at JC1.

Then we went to the Megatex which is also hosted by COURTS. Anw the com there is the same as the shop one. Found one that is 1.3k. Its quite good lah. But i still want to spend some time and go explore the other expos. So i went to John Little to go see some clothes and stuff. My dad bought some clothes. And i found some toys gave me a headache on my way home...

Here are some pics of it.

The Casing. I shouldn't have bought the 3+ one.

Super hard sia, give me epic headache. There

4 level types, 1,2,3 and 3+. I go pick 3+... Think

too highly of myself...

Contains 3 puzzles.

This one is hard liao...

This one is harder...

This one is crazy, i kant find solution...

Anw, its fun after all. I still didnt install the chinese software and so i kant type chinese for now. Nvm lah. When i get the software, the first thing i will do is to post something in chinese. Cheers!

2009-04-10T12:31:00.003+08:00

Bloodhound SSC under its making. Fastest land vehicle on earth, accelerating up to a gay speed of 1000mph, this is almost revolutionary. This new "car" or land rocket greatly pwned its younger brother Thrust SSC which only accelerates up to 768mph (gay enof liao, but the engineers just ain't happy so they wan make more

ownage ones).

This is an example of the gay rocket car. The inside of the machine all the imba parts.

Look at air duct for the EJ200 jet engine.(shown in solid blue), this is one of the amendments they make to the previous edition. I think its for better heat ventilation as its a rocket it is linked to. Although they claimed that the had strengthened the sub frame work around the rear wheels, i couldn't find any difference with this one from

the previous edition.

This picture here shows the bending when load is added at current configuration. This picture here is exaggerated so it is actually not so bad. Personally, i feel this framework is a bit the flimsy. But again, I'm not really sure what metal they using to make this vehicle.

The picture here shows the distortion of the frame work when the machine speed up at current configuration. This is again exaggerated to show the cons of the current configuration only. But I'm pretty sure the engineers can help to resolve this problems. Looking forward to the new Bloodhound SSC! //

Image from : http://www.bloodhoundssc.com/news.cfm?widCall1=customWidgets.contentItem_show_1&cit_id=4422

2009-04-09T23:57:00.003+08:00

This is my first post on my first blog. So naturally this blog sucks and i hope u all dun mind...

School started like blah blah blah and Mrs Alba decided to let us do some pretest commentary essay. I skipped Maths (thankfully) because i nid to go for sound test at SCH. Today periods is sibei boring so i dun wan tok abt it, i will fall aslp de..
Went for our second sound test today. Still kant believe that the school is willing to spend money to let us go for a second one so we (or most of us) cherished it. It started at 2.30 and ended at 3.50? idk the actual time but we prac like very short. Went through each song twice or thrice and corrected some mistakes here and there. Lao Zhou was giving his super "pro" opinions. Oklah, it's quite pro la. Lawl.
After the sound test is the usual debrief by LSH, and we are lucky she didn't go tok abt her dreams and hopes for one hour. Im really grateful for that. She gt ask abt the new name of our CO, and i personally feel we should keep it as RICO. RICO have a long history and all our seniorshard work is put into RICO and not any other CO groups. Also, RICO is very useful for our percussionist. RICO = 4beats. R,I,C,O and this really works. xP
One thing i found out abt life today from a chinese class work. Ppl that do same thing and anticipate the same stuff everyday is no life freak which is really true. Thus i can conclude that all RI guys are no life freaks, and that includes me. Nooooo! I really no life sia, come online post this shyt...
Anw to end off, i will be typing in chinese for most part of my blog. This is to show my support for the Singapore Government to promote Chinese Learning and also to help my beloved friends who kant read chinese well get better in their chinese. Cheers!//